Our love is like chemistry .

2010-12-07T00:17:00.001+08:00

I'd changed blog ,
new blog , new life , new me .
RELINK HERE

2010-10-30T05:16:00.001+08:00

~~Happy 1st year anniversary BabyB.~~

~~Me Abegail , will marry ChanSweeHuat !~~
Today is a actually a special day . Supposed t be w you and friend t go for drinking after tht we will go t th place where I usually watch tv w you . Rmb ? There's only 2 place where we watch tv alone . Haha !
But yet , sigh . It's okay . Iloveyou but doesn't mean I have t get back th love from you . I wonder if you're showing up later on . I wish t see you even for awhile . I used th giving you stuffs but actually , I just wanna see you badly . I saw you just now , it's like wow ! I'am so happy ~ . But yet , seems like you're avoiding me . It's okay , I didnt give up . I still hoping you will go down but failed t do so . Haha ! You know , alot ppl asking me where you ? Why I not w you . It's a heartache you know ? Even my mom did ask , how are you and me ? and yeah , I wonder if you still rmb ahbi and ahboy . ahbi is fatter than ahboy . you know ? sunday I gonna shopping for their stuffs , alone . I'am speechless alr , I just wish you be a happy boy & find a new girl alright ? But hope , I really hope , you won't forget Jessica Chan Jiaqi , ahboy & ahbi . Forget me , but not them . Iloveyou , I always does (: .

Off t town , shopping for awhile while waiting for someth . Down back t jurong t pass things t him (: . Gosh I so happy la , knnb ! Wait for xh fetch me and off we go . Went alot of places eh .(Y) so nice la can ! Lucky you drive if not I DIE , really I can die . Well yeah , thanks for bringing me there , it's really a very nice place t think . haha , SMILE (: ! and laughs w all your freaking craps -.- . Last place before we went back , th special place . <: It's th 3rd time we went there . and yeah , ppl fcuk hard there . Haha ! I enjoy alot (: .

2010-10-28T15:44:00.000+08:00

I get ~~promoted~~ advance promoted ! :D
Boring ~ Faster saturday :D ! teheeeeeees . Hope you'll come , I just wish t see you one last time and its time for me t move on (: . Don't forget Jessica Chan Jiaqi , okay !?
And hope uh , you'll visit ahboy and ahbi . If I go alr , you can go my house see them by contacting my mom .

To K :
Sorry uh , I know you will wait but I'am not ready for new relationship . Hope you understand (: .
As you said so , I changed alot (: . Yeah , it's true . I really changed alot . Not th one who will think twice t do anyth . Haha ! as you said , bad t worse . You want me t change , sorry it's hard . Specially when I in this kind of situation .

To Sn :
Alamak , don't worry la . He never hurt me physically , so it's okay :D ! Nothing t worry about .
Faster find serious relationship la , don't keep changechangechange ! STUPID ! I next time see you le I sure smack your head like I used before . Then you can fcuking wake up . And please , guai abit la , fcuker .

To Xg :
Thanks for th company , let's drink again next time:D ! hahahahahahahahha asshole . But Idw walk home la , tired die leeeeeeeeeee !

To BabyB. :
I hope you're doing well . And I guess now , you wont bother me anymore . So might as well ssay out everyth here , since you wont check my blog like you used before . It's been th 4th day since you let me go . And th 2nd day tht i thought I'am okay . Then why sudden now , I feel like this ? Like , I cannot live when you're not around . When I know you aren't mine . My heart start t ache alr . And those song , TongHua , thts when Iloveyou , beauatiful , down , etc ... tht you used t sing t me everytime (': . Is being listen by me everytime . Haha , there's alot for me t say . But I guess , I shall stop here . Iloveyou , still (: !

2010-10-26T23:55:00.001+08:00

-Imissyou ,boy (': Haha !
I'am happy , I should be happy (: ! haha .
I used t reply msg w Haha in every end of th sentence , I used t laugh things out even If I'am about t cry .
You should be like me ! haha ~ Thanks t TanXunHong ! This little pig who never failed t be there when I need somebody t drink with . Even t talk with . Haha !
Idk why , but he helps me alot (: For some reason .
Yeah , I admit . I do _______________________________ .
I'am happy t your text . I'am happy tht I'am able t smile for th ever first time after we're off .
I'am proud of myself ! Hope t see you sat , one last one will do (: . And I wont bother you anymore .

2010-10-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

Somehow , you are sweet . 280108♥
It's been so long since I last blogged , miss me ?
Yeah , long till my dog barking O: ~ .
My life for this month is really suck up t th core, Even though it's th most special month for me .
But somehow , rather not . I hate this month alot .
Excluding my bestf birthday , ofcos .
I won't hesitate t blow up everyth here; as here is too public t do so .
And this particular day , Oct 23rd 2010 . A year before confess happened , East coast .
Th seawater was never enough t replace those tears .I said . But not ~~anymore~~ . Because of sudden confession , I destroyed my bestf birthday celebration but I manage t control myself after his councilling and join th fun .
If you are sad , I'am your shoulder . If you are happy , I'am your smile ..... etc
Two hearts battling one . Sacrifcing had been done , w/o regrets I fought for this love . I did my part but you break th rules , w/o any reason you announced tht we lose this game . I'am always hoping for th chance right from th start , even I know nothing; I still accept begging t you, tht made me feel stupid . I lose someth , I gain nothing . 7 more days since th last I said ' If were mean t be tgt , fate will bring us back again' . I believe in tht , but somehow now .Somebody made me t stand still , look back and think . What had happened for this past 1 year , I'am happy ? Issit fair ? Do I deserve better ? Does you really treat this seriously ? I think back , for this almost 1 year .
I'am happy heartly when you're by myside but not physically . I'am happy I have my true love whose holding my heart , but in the same time , cutting it like a vegetables quietly . I did suffer , I tolerate , I didn't mind .
Because , I think , I'am lucky enough t have you (: . Pathetic things happened , Feb 20 2010 - I'am super duper happy ! Some ppl may know why . but don't insist t ask me what . Because I wont bother t ans .
I'am feel so much grateful when caring ppl were around especially you . A tears of joys flew , I'am being loved , by so many ppl . I stopped all th nonsense cause I thought back , it's somehow stupid and childish .
But after sometime , it's gone . All th tender love and care from you gone too . Quarrels started , break ups , leaving each other behind often happened too . But if this thing happened , were alone . Quiet place , dark nobody is around . Ended up , I'am alone . I can't imagine , I was being left alone . On those times , how I wish got one drunken uncle run t me and stab me t stop th pain and let me feel tht I'am not alone in tht place . I waited , you didn't came back , dont even bother t check if I was alright . Somehow , I get used t it . I didn't mind . My temper was worse than a worst . Maybe you really don't understand girls . What they want and what they need . Maybe he's correct , I thought everyth he said was wrong . he just want t wake me up and think I deserve better . I kept thinking , you are th only one who can make me happy , can make me stop crying . But he proved me wrong , I lose t him . He thought me how t ' just smile and everyth will be ok' . I did it , I did smile . But I still do love you , love you so much tht I still gave in everyth . Even though I was always left behind . I did chose you than my friends , th worse thing you came first than my parents .Sigh
We're tgt , and yeah I'll better be quiet . A goodgirl you first time knew and used t called darling . I love-d you hard core always but th thing changed now is I play hard t get . You don't want me , I won't force myself inside of you anymore . You want me , you take me . You dont want me , you throw me . But don't ever pick me up again . I'am not a recycle paper anymore .
270108 Thts when I loved you till now and then .♥

2010-10-13T03:28:00.000+08:00

Hey , it's been long after I posted aye (: .
Miss me ? Chey ! nothing much for me t post anyway .
Shall let th pictures talk , bye peeps !

2010-09-25T10:56:00.000+08:00

Ilovemyfamily , specially my mom (: ! They never failed t give me th best . Hey luvs , sorry for me troubling-making outside while you all will recieve a police calls asking t bail me out . Yet , you all never failed to do so asap . You all were great , iloveyou all . I had a dad who love t joke around . I have a mom who never failed t give th very best for me , and too . I grew old w her , haha ! So I'am kinda not used t it when she's not around at home . Haha , hey and added t our family , Ahboy & ahbi ♥ Haaha they we're always there t see me cry or laugh . And guess what , they had th great listening ear .

Day 1 - A letter for my bestfriend .

2010-09-24T10:28:00.025+08:00

I knew her since P5 till now , we didn't go through any arguement or even misunderstanding . Not a single fight for as long as 5 years .We're th only one who kept close-contact confare th 7 girlfs in primary school . She's always there in my very big yearday , sooner or later . She's also gonna be there in my special day (: , where I'am called Mrs.Chan . HAHA ! Babe , you had been repeating my history for th past 1 yr . You didn't gave up for th sake of your true love . Treated badly , had been neglect ; you still chose t hold on . That's a very strong bestf of mine ! Comeon babe , follow your heart , here I'am supporting you . iloveyou VivianHon ♥ .

A letter for everyone (: !

2010-09-24T10:25:00.001+08:00

~~Day 1 - Your bestf~~ [240910]

~~Day 2 - Your crush~~ [skipped]
~~Day 3 - Your parents~~ [250910]
Day 4 - Your siblings
Day 5 - Your dreams
Day 6 - A stranger
Day 7 - Your ex-boyf/girlf
Day 8 - Your favourite internet friend
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet
Day 10- Someone you don't talk t as much as you want
Day 11- A deceased person you wished you could talk to
Day 12- The person you hate th most/caused you pain
Day 13-Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14-Th person you miss th most
Day 15-Someone you drifted away from
Day 16-Someone that isn't in your state/country
Day 17-Someone from your childhood .
Day 18-The person you wish you could be
Day 19-Someone that pester your mind / good or bad .
Day 20-The one who broke your heart th hardest
Day 21-Someone you judge by their first impression
Day 22-Someone you want t give a second chance
Day 23-The last person you kissed
Day 24-The person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 25-The person you know tht is qoinq throgh th worst of time
Day 26-The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27-The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28-Someone tht changed your life
Day 29-The person that you want t tell everyth to , but too afraid to
Day 30-Your reflection from th mirror

2010-09-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

Elmo :D!

Hey it's been so long since I last touched my blog aye , so do computer .
It's like once I'am home , I'll go t toilet t washed myself up , kisskiss ahboy & ahbi :-*
and yeah m to BED ! oink-oink* .
Had been spending my free time every after school sleeping aye ? and guess what ,
because I used t doing tht . I found myself being lazy and sleeping more at class X: .
BabyB. see le don't scold me oh ! Imissyou ): ~
Gonna meet crazy for cathing up on my study sooner or later on .
And yeah , needa catch up , Idw t retain !
Hey guess what ! AHBOY GREW veryveryvery fat !
gonna upload if I had th mood t , alright x; . Haha !

2010-09-05T20:50:00.003+08:00

He likes t hide there eat and sleep ): !

Cute right !

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Naughty gerard .

Yeah , tht's our new Baby :D ! BabyB. named it ahboy . Laughs , bought by Baby at Clementi when we're on th way t lan shop . Haha ! Play-ed pool while waiting for Th two ben . Not long , joan girlf and her friend came .
Woots! CANNOT TAKE OFF MY EYES FROM AHBOY , he's so cute la !
headed for dinner then t taman , girlf's house t take th cage . Tada ! :D
slack and t coffee shop talk cock and have our supper . Laugh like mad ,
johny-johny-johny-wosh-johny-wosh-johny-johny-johny .
Hahah !
Ahboy v hyper le . Happy got new house mah , babyahboy (: .
Cab-ed t BabyB. house , and yeah . I'am exhausted . So fall sleep not tht long .
♥Ahboy !
BabyB. Thank you very much ! I always wanted t take hamster . Tehees .

2010-08-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

Overdue pics . (: Last friday , let me update today as promise t Shermine t upload th photos .
Paiseh , delay so long . Teheees , play too much audi . Kills time uh .

2010-08-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

Have a good chat after my reporting w jasmin`cute & Her mom . Talks alot aye :D hahahahahahahha !
Hey I'am smiling (: , can you see it ?
I'am super duper happy today ! BabyB. went down t jurong from bedok and what's th reason ?
T meet me . GOSH ! It's my first true smile for today , thanks BabyB . ! But before tht I knew from himself tht his not willing t come down . So I must get used t it . I'am a strong girl okay !
But on th way home, tragic happened . This stupid bangla , Zzzz . Pervertttttttttttttttttttttttttt ~ !
thanks t xiaoyang (: . But I wonder , why are you at jurongwest when your place is at cck o.O .

Dave ,
Thanks for your concern . You never failed t show care for me (: .

Eunice Ng Shi Peng !!!!
STUDY LA ! N-LEVEL COMING LIAO LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

Hey , you refresh up my memories . ):

2010-08-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

What a pathetic day , thanks t everyone -.-
Morninq , mothertongue and I slept for 1 hour & it's not enough !
Physic , was like boringg . Before reccess was th worst one . My face changed from white t black .
Thanks t tht cheena teacher , puneh . Headed t tht stupid YOG stuffs , and dumb ppl even cheering when police motor drove pass , dumb . Back t class , made me show attitude t tht cheena and we was like staring each other face to face , eye t eye till he gave me back my wallet . acculately 30secs ? It was maths , oh ~ Did half of my work . English was th worst , throw one book at this pubor till his mouth bleed . Serve you right assshole , you're not in th right time t make me angry and throw things t you accurately at your stupid mouth . After school , dave pei me wait for BabyB. . Thanks aye . and anyway , w/o his help , I wont cool down just now (:
Lunch w BabyB. > Movie > 320 > Home . Ohhhh ~ .

Hey boy , you still care ? wow . It's been long time , aye ?
Go back study la , assshole . And time for you t change . I know you guilty but it's past ,
as you said , it's better for me not t know , so I didn't elaborate so much .
Thanks anyway .

Hey I really have a great day today . My own boyf make me feeel so fcuking happy -.- . Damn brat!
Idw liao la . Dulan . You tired then I not tired uh ? I got sch tmr leh , you can sleep 24hrs at home .
Me leh ?I wonder why sudden like this , fcuk -.- . Nehmind , forget it . Okays ? Also sick and tired of this . Won't be hoping so much next time . I wanna be like you .

Tmr pool w girlf aye (: !

Tags :
p@sser123: well . maybe you will prefer a bigger deek ? so sad . i wanted to give you
-hahahaha , since your mind is dirty , as well as your dick .

It's all about worrying tht i might lose you . -/

2010-08-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

School was fine today , first period was like wasting my time cleaning my table . Thanks t th powder .
Well , I get fcuk-ed up when tht cock-boon was like diao-ing me and jeremy's non-stop craps .
I just pity him , he cannot go over us , ohhhhhhhhhhh ): .
Well , geography was like , ohthisteacher . Boringggggggggg .
Has fallen sleep and woken up due t my sweating , It's super hot laaaaaaaa . Maths was like half a period ?
So another half was replaced t free period , means its eaither having fun or sleeping . I chose t have fun (: .
Was like talkingcock w baozhong , bird & yanwen . Once disturb and hit tht pubor's butt . Well , jeremy chase him out . Oh-its-trouble. His penceil case was thrown away , as usual so I clean-ed it up (: . Good uh me .
But I used a broom , so overall , I'am still good ! I so not gonna dirty my hand touching his stuffs men .
After school was Meet BabyB. outside my sch :D ! tehees , headed for lunch then t his house . Was raining slighty and I feeel like sleeeeeeeeeeeeping ! , reporting after tht and headed home . BabyB. was like going around my house while me preparing , LOL . Let him watch tv , use com & charge phone . Shiok only uh baby . Was suppose t watch movie and play pool instead but I couldn't go home so late due t class th next day .Well , play pool instead . Saw Alvin & jianyuan . Then crystal & Reena's cousin . HAHA !
Play pool till 9 plus :D Laughs ! I was like winning BabyB. and last ball sigh . WALAO ! He bo give chance deh . After tht went home (: , Now waiting for BabyB. 's call . Weeeeeeeeee ! Tmr , movie w BABYB.
Should I posponed on friday instead of saturday ? I wanna go vivo ): .

Tagsss :

p@sser123: Oh serious ? i thot i can get ur ass someday . hai .
Haha , toobad . you does'nt have th chance t get , even my hair also donthave .
passerby3: my world crashed when u were engaged. oh well, all the best!
Oh , too bad for you , LOL .

I used t sacrifice my everyth but sometime , i felt it's not worth it .-/

2010-08-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

Today, BabyB. is booking out , and town w peeps aye ~ .
Well , sch was like hell -.- . Lame teachers = lame celebration but not lame students of 3NA .
Ms.Nasreen was leaving th sch alr . Ohfcuk !
She changed our interest in English & she's th only one who calls me princess .
I wont be seeing her ahboy at th carpark anymore , laughs .
After sch headed t bukitabatok for some privately stuffs .
And train-ed home . Well , kill my time on audi till 2 hr before meeting Fong & YangJie .
Off t meet fong & Zhenting . Well yeah , yangjie and darren came afterwards . Off t tohguan then JE .
Waited for BabyB. and steph . Saw peien ! Had a chat for awhile . Once BabyB. came , we had our puff before heading t his house . Bus-ed w peien back while th rest has start heading t town . Waited for BabyB. t bath & prepare finish and cab t cenilesure .Had our dinner at burger king and I saw a super super chio shoe at one shop ! ): . Expensive la , $180 . After having our dinner was like 11plus ? wanted t take cab but too many ppl . So we took MRT since it's still available . Off t clark quey & cab t boatquey . Strawberry was pack-ed , audition too . So went t amber21 . Was smoking w steph outside & this pub girl was talking t us (: .
She's 19 , she don't smoke & that was not her main job . She's so powerfull t take a double job men !
Not long , billy came . After drinking , cab t babyB. house , bath & disturb each other till 430 am .
If I was at BabyB. house , Iam a early bird . Cause it makes me feel tht it's a waste of time . will update next time . on phone w babyb :D

This is an eternity pain .

2010-08-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

2010-07-21T19:26:00.001+08:00

It's been long time since I last post my little diary aye ?
Shall update now (: . BabyB. is booking out sooner and later means !
I got somebody t hold my hand tmr and somebody t fetch me after sch :D ! Happydiememenzxc .
But I gotta catch up t my DNT work , no regret anyways (: . cheerrs !
Nothing much at sch , slept alot . That's all . Had t continue my dnt , SAYO !
Updated-
Meet babyB. just now , teheees :D ! Went t 7eleven t buy our snacks . End up ,almost all is mine . Giggles*
BabyB. bought chocolate for me and my fav. sweet (: , a slurp and seaweed ( Y ) .
Had a long chat w him all th way till 10 plusplus . When he sent me home at my doorstep , mom was there so no chance t kiss him ): . Nehmind , tmr i kiss him till he's lips is numb HAHA ! :D
Shall write what I wanna say now .
T tht girl who thinks tht she v. zai ;
Don't think until you're th god la deyy .You seems more like a mushroom god t me . HAHA !
So many ppl hate you , still had th guts t go and be friendly w them , whatthehell.
And lexian cannot go w anyone uh ? Please la , you're not her mom or some blood related some sort ..
Stop being a moving mushroom around , doesn't suit you , you this xmm thinking men .KNS~

2010-07-18T23:00:00.001+08:00

I can't help but t go back t you . Iloveyou but I'am tired . I'am gonna write someth over here which I wrote at my own diary book .
26thOct2009 . ; two hearts battle-ing one .
`You said you love me and you doesn't want t hide it anymore .
you said you want t start a new fresh again ,
you said you'll do anyth for me ,
you asked for another chance t let you takecare of me once again .
You even swear t god that if you hurt my heart again , you'll get a car bang and all th accidents you could ever think of .
You even get yourself into trouble just because you wanted t come and find me when I'am down deeply .
you said ...
'If I cry , you'll be my shoulder ;If I'am sad you're my shadow ; if I'am happy, you're my smile . '

It's not enough for th sea t replace my tears ,boy .
You said you'll wait no matter how long it takes .
Because it took me 13months waiting for you before I gave up .
I also want you t be w me , but it doesn't take with a blink of eye .
Give me time & I'll come back t you (: .

If you ever come t this passage of mine from my last yr diary .
I wanna ask you , where's all your words ?
And guess what , I know where it is (; .In your rubbish bin

2010-07-14T21:45:00.001+08:00

Couldn't help but t love him all over again .

Oh , 3 days suspention is over (: . Didn't really went out nowadays as I'am being a pig . Yeah , get myself a new concealer ytd & a pair of dollshoes today . There's nothing special today . Bought my cigg , had my lunch > Meet up w mei > fetch crazy > had a puff w ricco , crazy & zhaoming> Reporting > Home > ThaiMovei>JurongP>Home-d . Tomorrow gonna go back sch ? Zzz sian la . imissBabyB. Sigh . Shall end my post as there's really nothing bout today . tatas !

2010-07-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

It never feels good t be left out
Nth much today , meet crazy for a puff and went t yishun pei sist put anggong . Then had our dinner w one boy . Dont know his name , after tht . Cab t jurongpoint and had out dinner . Went home and went t aunt house .
And this what happened -.- .
Ohfark , I just really Zzzz . You imagine you was talking t a person , okay let's say YOUR boyf and you two was talking happily . And a min ago , not even a min of silence . you just realised , he FALLEN ASLEEP .
And guess what , he just woke up when he called me .
Tell me , what you'll feel th moment you know tht ? FCUK-UP RIGHT ?!I know you all will say 'he's tired blablablabla shit' But please la , atleast if tired might as well don't call right ?! Dont even know how t put an effort , fcukChyeeBye . Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz , trying t get th last time BabyB. & BabyG , is a going-insane-task . Last time , he's not like that . He'll do EVERYTH , ANYTHING for me . NOW leh ? Ahhh FCUK LA , pcb -.-'

2010-07-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

So many stuffs happened last few days and I've no time t post on my blog . Well yeah , some stuffs tht ppl will say 'wtf sia' . Wont elaborate any further as it was seriously freaking childish tht it makes an imatured happening .
Let's start from th happpy moment . Ytd was crazy's early b-day celebration at 850 BBQ corner . Me , crazy , hongm. and junyu helped out all th way :) . Was having fun w/ our water bomb . Haha , shall let th pictures do th talking .

I'll continue if free times goes t me (: .

Aftermath , home-d for a good bath and meet BabyB. under my block . Took cab t boonlay t fetch kor and dropped off crazy and kor at jurongE. and headed t babyB. house . Was supposed t drink but ... Went down for supper and off t sleeep till 730am . BabyB. had t booked in already so took cab home-d.

2010-07-06T15:03:00.002+08:00

 Jelously is just a way of telling someone you care too much t let them go .

Idk why ppl now adays kept asking me about me & my boyf's situations .

Does there's any rumours about us ? Hmmmm , talking about friends .

Why does some ppl had t backstab ? Why does they spread your stuffs tht you told them ?

Idk why , but this people needs lesson (: . She/He ownself told me she don't like when she told someone her stuffs and tht someone go and tell another person . Yet what !? She/He still do told other ppl's stuffs .

Such a pathetic person , I'am  right ? I'll go into you v soon (: .

Nothing much for today at sch . Just tht , read comics book at MT , English were all craps w Jeremy as usual HAHA ! Recess then aftermath was four period of DNT . I don't feel bored Idk know why . Haha !
Aftersch , had a puff w Nicholas , Jeremy , Suri & one more boy IDK who . LOL
Slack-ed for awhile , winie came and talk not long . Xiaojun and th twin came and off for me t go home sleeeeep !

Gigi :: Hey pretty ! Tagged , tkecare ah ! See you soon again

Laughs , thanks (: !

jere: hey *****! hahaha chey jyjy!Go die la , pubor !

wEiqin: and ii can.t go audi these days . no internet . but ii will try to online asap .
wEiqin: hiiE . xiao emo here . still can.t decide yet . will confirm with you some other time .
Laughs , okay sure , Try t check attendance. XINMAN: Kiss the rain! Nice right! here to tagggg!
Thanks . Pssby: The kiss in rain is sang by ? Mind giving me whole details .
Errr, Forget leh . passrby3: woof! happy birthday!! ~
LOL lah , thanks ! JANNA: Happy birthday! relink me uh. thanks. (:
Sure Xinzi.: Ahma tagged ;luv .
;mua Trina: Sist \m/ ! Happy Birthday ! (:
thanksthanks ♥ ♥'SELINA!: Hey , Happy Birthday eh !
Thanks ! `- JASMIN: Cutecute ! A tag for you . ;mua . HAHAHA
hahaha !;mua Minghui: Tagg and stay chip and do last long
LOL! thanks jere: powder powder powder!!!
ccb! Krystal: You are the girl at Sentosa, along with Alvin and his friends? Alvin's friend here by the way.
yeah HAHA! jere: gratz for ur happy 8th months anni
Thanks ! passerby3: =X woof! sorry owner abegail! i wun anyhow bark! i'm a good dog, unlike other passerbys! =D
LOL haha ! Anyway , you are o.o ? ChloeChloe: Ohhhh~ haha, my boyf dk your boyf leh.... LOL -.- he daoster
LOL , next time meet you i tell you someth bout him :D ♥'SELINA!: Chio-bu , tagged(:
tqs Kimberly.: Tags ^^
:D Liping :O: :OOOOOOOOOOOOO TAG YOU LOVELOVE
muamuah !

2010-07-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

Boy you think uh ! You asked me t open a song for you and it makes you sad ? I stopped it and you kept asking me t continue and you wanna hear . You think I will feel happy ?! No right ? okays , give you what you want ; gave up . I continue it and repeat it . You said you want t bath , okay so we kup th phone . After tht , you call me at 9.36 pm & I promised you I'll call you back at 9.45pm as I'am discussing someth w Eunice . Yet , what I get ? A 'no answer' at my phone ? I did sms you twice , you didn't reply . It means tht you had fallen sleeep again . anyway , Its expected . Used t it alr , for not putting an effort for me . you always does th smae thing , does it feel nice ? I tell you ; its a 'no nice' feeling ! Nehmind , its okay .
Seriously say uh , I feel like leaving you but I don't bear . But please , put some effort on everyth thts has a link of promising , can mah ? Abit I'll be happy too .

Nothing much today , once I woke up . Bath and prepare , off t babyB's house . JurongP. for longjohn & slack for awhile . Home-d and meet crazy for a puff and yeah , I'am home . Hoping for tht boy t call back . ARGH !

HAPPY 8 month-anniversary, BabyB.♥

2010-06-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

This is how I look like when I cutted short hair x: .

All craps at sch today , haha !First period was Physic , as usual ; all craps w Jeremy HAHA !
Once tht pui talk both of us will shout 'SHUT UP you dumbass' / 'Its none of your busineses'/You skinning mother fcuker ass' LOL all sort of stuffs tht you can think of is shouted at him once he open his mouth . And yeah , we don't care if teacher was right infront of us HAHA ! Yeah , both of us was like just sitting right infront of teacher's table . After tht was CME , guess what . Teacher was like so bhb when I told her someth .
ABEGAIL : teacher , you shouldn't put tht one ( rubberband)!
MISS CHU : Why? Smiling *
ABEGAIL: Because your blood ..
MISS CHU: *cut in, in my talking* Cause of blood circulation , wow you're so caring .You so concern about me. I'am so touch ,
ABEGAIL: give -.- face with th mouth in open for 30sec -.-" . BHB*
Then all craps continues . Till teacher said
My blood is burninq up alr all because of nonsense in this class , I was like ' its because of tht (rubber band at her hand) told you liao ' . She was like LOL ? HAHAHA ! After CME is chemistry , craps again as usual TEHEES !! . Reccess was like talking bout some monster x; HAHA ! geography , was a good girl for 1period another 1 period was sleeeping TEHEES ! MATHS ♥ Wohooo !
Teacher ask me change sit ): . then I went back beside jeremy then teacher ask me go back i was like
ABEGAIL: eh?! Why i was here , i used t sit here bobian *innocent face*
MS.LIANG: Cause your butt big
ABEGAIL: Big butt sexy horhs ! Give tht -.- face .
MISSLIANG:HAHAHA !
When she walking beside me i was like ' small butt , hmph*' Then turned another side then teacher came t me as if wanna hit me but instead she's laughing . She has a nicknames given by me & Jeremy . Ahliang, xiaoliang , siaozhabor, liangliang , small butt . HAHA ! And guess what , when she walking I confirm will say nice butt weetweet * she was like hahahaha ! Once she walk and holding her but , i said ' why , you dont believe your butt is small uh ? HAHAHA ! then she looked at her butt and laugh . And one more craps for her .
MISSLIANG: I should wear white instead of black ._.'
ABEGAIL: Why ? White is for small butt uh ? Then like tht I should wear black skirt xD
MISSLIANG: HAHAHA !
ABEGAIL: Gave her osmose card* Cher this card is a shop wear mostly is black , want ?:D
MISSLIANG: * take & see * LOL should ask those smaller butt than mine buy 3 then put tgt . HAHA
then end classs leh .Then its english . LAME !! After sch , had a puff then off t 850 w daddy . Saw cutecute le.HAHA ~ after dinner , headed for reporting then meet crazy for a puff and home . :D ~

2010-06-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

School's life is back .

Nothing much more special than holidays . Can I extend it ? ._.'
First day of sch was worst of all . Was at classroom , and get called by VP t go out of th class .
No link stuffs -.-. nose stud & monitoring book . & asked me t go general office .
Was about t take my bag and bang th door , she was there like 'dont show me this attitude uh'
Dont care and off t general office . Alot of ppl ganna lehh .
And guess what tht DM said ' abegail , you're th last one I gonna settle ' i was like -.- WHY ME?!?!?!Zzz
Blablabla for 1 hr and off t class . Bored . Meet crazy at 853, bought cigg and off t babe . Ricco was there too.
Off t babe's house helped her for her ipod then t alvin's house . Went down played badminton and off home-d.
I'am waiting like one idiot for nothing -.-' .

I really wonder , why people suddenly changed when they get what they wanted .One day , they we're sweet . Th next day , they are not. One day , you are important t them , th next day , you're worthless.
One day they said they love you , th next day , they dont ever bother bout you .
That's how ironic things and people can be . Pretty shits , pretty lies , pretty fcuk up .

But it's still your choice . Cause you choose t get hurts ; when you choose t be inlove.

2010-06-26T01:09:00.002+08:00

You just really don't understand , or you just really a STM boy .
You want our bonding t be like last time , Iam okay . I tried really v hard .
I played com , I said after 5 min I'll call you back yeah . But after tht , I recieved your msg .
Say you going t sleep . Leaving me alone again . Again & again .
You know I dont like it , yet -.-' . Zzz
You said you're disappointed yeah I know , but how about me leh ?
You got think or not ? I'am about t call you yet you said you wanna sleep so I didn't call .
You got think or not how th feeling if thts happens t you?
You should know me freaking fcuking well alr .
Once I get angry , I;ll just show attitude & anyhow scold ppl .
When you told me things tht some sort of promising , when you break it ; does I say it out ? Does I leave you alone ? I didn't , instead ; I'll keep quiet . You wanna know th reason ? Is because when I say it out , I'll get more angry and hate my own boyf . If I leave you , I know you will pull me back and ask me why . same goes t tht I cannot say it out . I just dont like your empty promise , seriously .
I don't like when I'am sitting down , hoping for nothing but your action due t your promises .
wait & wait all over again .Its a no nicenice feeling . Doesn't sounds good when I shout at you right ?
And I'll tell you, once you do someth I dontlike infront of me which you surely know I dontlike ; I'll ask you t stop . If you didn't I'll just fcuking hack care weather its public or not , I'll shout .
Does it feel good If you're in my shoe ? A boy leaving his girl behind ? You tell me uh ! Nice feeling right ?
You like t leave problems unsettled and go t sleep . Leave leave leave , might as well totally leave me lahh .At least I'am hurt for quite sometime , better than suffering alone again all along . This is th first time I tell my feelings in public .as I cannot take it anymore .It keeps repeating for th every following days I had th same feeling such of being abandoned ./♥

2010-06-25T01:06:00.000+08:00

I'am happy (': .

This r/s is getting bad t worse . Not th same anymore .
Every now & then we're having an unsettled misunderstanding before our bed time ; That makes even worse , having an insomnia while you . Can go & rest w/o thinking . I may in wrong , yet you didn't listen what it cause .
Boys texted me sweet messages but I didn't ride along . I don't hurt people's feelings so easily but I do make them give up on me . I don't want because of me , others have t do someth v. stupid tht they may regret for th rest of their life .Tell me what you want me t be ? Because , me myself , do not know what I wanna be .
You did so many stuffs tht freaking hurt my heart , I guess you doesn't know . Because I didn't tell you .
The problem w me is I dont know how t express my feelings . My understanding , me myself does only know .
Deleting girls in your list doesn't help . I want the past t repeat , I want t change everyth . ):
I want th last time BabyB. & BabyG . /(Y)

Love couldn't control just by somebody's else sweetness /♥-s

2010-06-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry BabyB. ! ):
Let you disappointed on me , I so stubborn don't listen t you when it's for my own good . Sigh *
I'll listen t you everytime okays ? Just don't force me when I don'twant .
BabyB. this is a promise , last one time make you disappointed . Okays ?
Nomore next time liao *smileWidely*

Let me begin my long post (: .
21stJune2010

Wake up at 5plus beside baby , Bath-ed & headed t 320 . Alot ppl was there aye . As usual , BabyB. disturb Ahting ._.' . Off t jurongP. around 7 plus . After a puff w BabyB. , send him t MRT & off t find crazy , cutecute . anson & Andrew . Headed t 850 t wait for Lexian`Girlf . BabyB. Said 9pm will reached home yet I still at there , he extend th time t 930 yet I reached home at 9.45pm ): . BabyB. angry w me ): . Sigh !
Not long , went down t meet crazy & co's at 850 again . Cab-ed t jurongE. meet kor than cab-ed back & home . :D

22ndJune2010

Well , once I woke up . Someth happened -.-" -'- ! Zz
Meet Crazy at my house then Joey came not long .After tht went down slack awhile . LOL lah joey , haha!
Kachuaaaaaaaaaa x: . Slept at 7 plus having insomnia till 10 plus . Joey beside me sleeping soundly ;smile

23rdJune2010 .

Headed for reporting , meet crazy at gekpoh . Joey was there too
off home t change & headed t 850 for dinner . JurongP. t meet baby (: . hug him like I dont wanna let go men.
He booked in not long )': . meet crazy , cutecute , joey & andrew at 850 . Not long , cutecute & andrew went off while us off t 9 head playground . Having hard time t call joey home till BabyB. angry ): .
sigh * Sch reopen soon . SIAN !!!!!! ;wild ~

P@sserby: nice butt .

-Thanks I know (: HAHA -.-'

JANNA: Mummy, link me.

Link-ed (: .

Liping :O: DARLING! LINK YOU LIAO! LOVELOVES!

;mua HAHA !

ZilinT: Sayang, relink me tks !

Relink-ed (: .

Bryan: Abegail long time no see u aready how ar u

LOL , okayokay ? You which bryan O: .

ZT: stupid addict! octopus your head lah! will link you asap faster jio me go namdai slack gogogo!

-Laughs okayokay x;

♥Scbt;CherishAmour: hey , are you okays ? :X

-yeah ~ (':

EUNICE's: i know iknow ! but dont do it again ler ):

Laughs (: . Hao !

Lion: Hey babe (:

hey yo ! \m/

LEXIAN.: RELINK GIRLFRIEND!!

-relinked :D !

`- JASMIN: Cute cute ! Don't say i come your blog never tag hor . Tag tag

HAHAHHA ! :D ~

2010-06-22T06:01:00.001+08:00

Its 5.50am right now , yet ain't in my bed yet . It's been a decade since I update my blog so here Iam updating (:.
Let's see .

19June2010; Saturday .

This is th overdue pic during ecp BBQ . having a puff before aboarding th cab aye . ;duh .

Since ytd is ricco's birthday & I overnight at ecp . I was a pig in th whole afternoon . Well , meet baby under my block around 11plus in th evening . Took a cab t jurongE. for our dinner w Ahting and 3 more ppl . Well yeah , babyB. said I look pale but after I ate , I look much better . But actually I vomit all th food X: .
Headed t BabyB. house t watch TV till 3 plus and cab-ed home (: .

2010-06-17T00:56:00.004+08:00

All th blame is I deserved .
All because I trying t be strong , all is because th last time ABEGAIL is back ,
All because th naughtyness is w me , all beacuse of my rudeness , all because I'am hard t get ,
All because I makes things harder for both of us , all because Iam griddy ,
All because I'am bored w my everyday life , all because someone show more care t me than you do ,
I don't think you deserve a girl like me . You deserve a girl who is caring , who will cherish you , who will understand you more , who will love you w th full heart .

2010-06-16T18:23:00.006+08:00

Well , yeah . Blame me for anyth . For those who knows what happened . call me heartless bitch , busted , cbk or whatever shits in your mind Idc . But one thing I wanna tell you all . Me myself is not a toy t play & my heart is not a place for you t have fun . Understand ? I wont talk now about love .
Lets move on t friendship;
Now what I wanted t say is friendship . But what I going t talk now is friendshit .
People has nowhere t go will call you up t ask you out , when they w those ppl .
They will look at you as if they neh see you before .
This kind of ppl is those ppl who knew somebody else who they call 'back up';
Much more zai ;Those ppl who play staring in 2010 ! ; who is ready t tio w people anytime ;
who loves t fight . They knew this kind of ppl and leave those others behind .
This is call FRIENDSHITS . Certain people knows who I'am talking about (: .

Ton w crazy & Lexian`Girlf till 7plus am . HAHA !

2010-06-16T04:08:00.014+08:00

Some things we're say out unpurposely cause by anger .

Nothing much today , just meet Joey & crazy . At 9 head till 12 plus ?
As usual , quarreled w him till super jialat . Not long , cab-ed down t Bkt Panjang .

Meet Jeremy & drink . I'am super dead laaaaaa ! Keep losing th game -.- . So I toh first , but didn't really sleep.
2nd t toh , is crazzzy HAHAHA ! Once she toh I woke up . Talk t Jeremy till 9 plus in th morninq and yet crazy was still sleeping LOL . Cab-ed home when she's awake . W tht Jeremy sure can die alr laaaaaaaaa~
Wait for cab was like forever. Hell it . Home-d and tohhhhhhhhhhh ! till 10 plus?

Jeremy , thanks alot aye . For th talking ! Even though I could rmb some only yet it helps alot .
Arigato !♥

2010-06-14T20:08:00.003+08:00

fcukfcukfcukfcukfcuk !
Can I be single ): ? But I don't bare t leave him . Sigh *

Hand me over th knife , will you ? & I'll hold it tight .

2010-06-14T00:04:00.005+08:00

Expected this war t be over yet . Sigh *
Well , won't ever put t much effort t make things right .
Just let it be ? I'am tired .
Even though its my fault , idk why I did it too .
I feel like leaving but bareness hold me on .
My hand is itchy , I need t relax .
Back t my old times (: . Who only knows how t have fun .
Don't be surprise when I'am gone aye ? . *wink/s

Nothing much for today , woke up at 2plus . Thanks for everybody's sms & calls .
Washed up & headed t meet crazy . Go down for me t buy food for my dad .
He's sick , yet he ate icecream ! -.-' orange juice w ice too .
Well , use my lappy . Crazy use while me having fun . HAHA .
crazy , you know I know can lei .
watched movie and had my dinner .
Audi and nothing much .

3Days Marathon Toninqs :) .

2010-06-09T02:09:00.001+08:00

Wednesday ; 9th June 2010

-Bbq day (: .

Happy birthday t Yangjie`boss & HongMing`kor (♥) !

Boss ,
19 liao leh ! HAHA ~ Old liao . Tehhheees ! Jys in Army . My boy going ORD liao horhs :D !

Kor ,
16 liao , can go clubbing alr , HAHA ! Old la you , older than me means old ! :D ! Takecares !

Well , woke up at 10+a.m. , heading for reporting as usual . After reporting , rushed home t prepare for Bbq .
Was raininq heavily outside so I didn't ask daddy t drive me t IMM . Wanted t take cab but end up , busted called me t meet at JE int . Bus-ed t BL and took MRT . Saw hongming kor eh :D hahaha ! zhaoen was there too .Took bus-ed t east coast for 2 hour plus !! -.- . Talk cock , play cards & use-d facebook . hahaa !
We alighted in th wrong bus-stop . All thanks t jerome ? Took cab , in total 3 cab seperate all of us.
Once we reached our destination , we started t start th fire . Great job guys ! Still need auntie's help for you all t start th fire . Hahah ! Let th pics do th talking .

Geraldyn's fan , haha ! How cute it is

Jerome's zombie face . /:

You're th hardest pieces of puzzle in my life tht I've found .

2010-06-06T22:42:00.039+08:00

I was having my sweet little dream when my mom sudden shouted at me ! >:( . Angrydieme *

Bath-ed & prepare for a movie at Jurongp. w/ mom & aunt . Watched th prince of persia . not bad .Before movie , saw Ahkiet first , then leslie HAHA !After th movie , headed t Anna Nucci t meet crazy & cutecute .

Off t longjohn then walked arounnd saw joey and forget th name x: . walked here and there then suddenly got ppl PIAK* my head -.-, si ALWYN !. headed home t take my cigg & money . Off t find cutecute again .

slack till 9 plus cabb-ed t shirley`sist house . Cab-ed t bedok . HeartTOheart talk w sist on cab all th way at bedok . Reached le , shawn came down . Long hair eh ,better cut haha ! BabyB. came t fetch me eh . Headed t whitesand in th end nowhere t go so t aljunied .

BabyB. said want throw me alone at th rm then he go nana drink w his friend ): . gahh ! End up , they call so late leh then dont want go , hahhahahhahah ! Gooooooooooooooood I can sleeeeeep longer ( Y )
Book-ed hotel , changed rm then bought food up . Eat watch TV and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep . hot lahh aiyohs .

7th June 2010 . Woke up at 11+am , bathed and prepared. Cab-ed t MRT then headed t jurong for lunch . Off t BabyB. 's house , watch movie . LOL lahh funny ghost movie . Had dinner too and off t jurongP. Before babyB. go , we looked for fong`kor first . Then off Iam home . 10+ meet crazy for a puff . Pei her t 7-eleven . While she eating her noddle , me talking t BabyB. haha !

Tmr reporting , zzzzz ! Sian .

Anyway , big thanks t babyB.'s mom for th couple shirt (: .

SUPER ANGRY W THOSE CATS -.-" No originality . Fark .

2010-06-03T16:06:00.002+08:00

Things tht i promised t BabyB!
Rule one !

don do thing that babyB don like to hear and see !

amen/

2010-06-02T02:22:00.002+08:00

Well , yeah tht's it . This is th time when I get angry so much .

Won't elaborate so much . Crazy bluff me ): . say meeting me yet he's th one who turned up.

Talked finish , headed home t prepare and off t babyB. house .

around 4 plus , went down t 320 as BabyB. playing bball while me gahhh . doing nth .

soon crazy & kor came but not long they headed for lunch . i was like there for hours doing nth .

6 plus qoinq 7 , headed t lakeside t meet tht dumbass , Jeremy . LOL talked alot and guess what ! .
He touched my boyf GAHHHHH ! Took MRT & meet crazy 7 kor inside th MRT . LOL lahhh deyy !

Reached Vivo , we was like walked 1 big round ! -.- ' Thanks t baby's laziness .
Mostly . th shops we're close as we reached there around 10+ . Off t 7-eleven and sat down t th nicest spot t slackk . Tok pic , hahahaha ! Then cab t hotel , I wannnna sleeeep . On cab , wanna vomit liao lahhhhh .
BabyB. so touching la , he put my lipgloss at his shirt for me t smell and guess what colour it is .
It's pink ! & Hes wearing white shirt . Gahhhh , bought food and sanitary pad x; watch movie and PIG liao .

Slept around 3/4 plus till 9 am plus . Bath and wake tht pig up by disturbing (: .

Train-ed t redhill find babyB.'s aunt and headed t babyB. house . Waited him bath and home !

Reporting , gahhhh . had t go for survey . BabyB. waited for me outside lehhs .

Went home t change shoe and off t baby house . Watch th maid o.o . then use lappppy .

BabyB making new msn while me , gahhh bored .

babyB.'s boxer . Hahahhaa ! X:

BabyB. See liao dont scold me uh !!!

went home around 10 plus , before going home .

Had a wrestling w babyB. first . gahhh ! I lose ): . Stupid fat X:

meet crazy and headed home . She used com i used lappy haha !

she went home around 4 plus am ! fall sleep x; .

2010-05-31T14:46:00.000+08:00

Happy 7th month Anniversarry BabyB. *muack/s*

Well , baby ytd told me he booking out today at night , So I'll get t see him later on WEE !
Well , decided t go town w parents again . Shopping freak -.-' . nothing caught my eye , only one polo big shirt tht suit a NF short . cab here cab there . Bought a strawberry icecream for myself aye ( Y ) !
Well , mom bought alot of house accesories . Make my dad take cab alone haha ! While me and mom take cab t vivo . Wanted t buy newurban shoe but I look for my new heels instead . Nothing caught my eye there too so , took MRT t jurongp. myself . Fxk -.-" . talk t someone on th phone while waiting for Lexian . And guess what , on th escaltor . got boy keep looking then smile . First idk who , so Itold t th one I talking on th phone ' alamaks , here got laotikopek -.-" ' . Girlf came leh , so headed t buy cigg . Had puff w girlf & ahhao . After tht he went work leh , me and girlf went t change money and bought bubble tea . On th way t buy my XL chicken , saw th boiy again , Staring ! so I stare back . When he walked pass alr , he said ' cb , abegail cannot rmb me uh' I replied ' eh KhaiYuen uh . CB la you ! ' LAUGHS la ! So its KHAIYUAN th one staring at me earlier at escalator . Silaitikopek ! Bought my XL chiken and headed t slack somewhere .
( Y ) to ( Y ) talk w girlf till 9 plus & headed home .
Home , use com while waiting for baby . Okays , jeremy was freaking crazy HAHA !
Baby sms me leh at 11plus . Said he booking out . And he took cab from bedok t come find me ( Y ) WEEE ! w him till 2 plus . headed home and bath . BabyB. pei me talk till I fall sleep leh . *Muack/s*

- Things really change when others were around .
It's sucks , so doint be surprise if I forget t ask you (: .
Cause I had my own lifestyle tooo .
much more life than you do .

Th feelings of perfect is only when I'am w him .

2010-05-28T18:37:00.000+08:00

Woke up super late today , 1pm x: Yeah I'am a pig . NO I'AM NOT ! 10hrs only ): .
Faster bath & prepare as forget terrence invited a bbq at 12 LOL !
Stay for awhile jiu went home , bath all tht and headed t baby's house whil crazy off t meet babe .
was raining cut &dogs today so had no choice but t walk under th rain . reached baby's house , he quickly took a towel for me :D teheeeees !How sweet he is . He want me bath , but I'am freezing like hell instead , waited for my hair t dry then cab-ed t woodlands . Had our dinner at KFC , when I'am w this hubby of mine . I'll grow fat as him laaaaaaaaaaaaah ! Headed t play lan after our dinner , soon zhenting , darren , eric & ahhao came . First play audi w baby & zhenting . then me & baby play L4D . Halfway baby go play dota , left me alone play L4D . then play audi . Was bored t helll so try t entertain ppl . Didnt know i playing w th girl just behind me . LOL laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hahaha ! 11 plus cab-ed back baby's house . playplayplay till 3 plus . baby give me beer t fall sleep . Thanks t baby's phone alarm . I can't get back t sleep ! smoke & baby hug me sleep (: ! woke up at around 12 plus I think . bath-ed and disturb baby . hahahaa super cold tht i pull his blanket . play till he cannot sleep alr hahaha ! I'am a prooooooooo ! Pro than him can liao .
Hhaha , cab t IMM t had our lunch + my dinner . LJS . (\/) Its bene so long since I ate w baby aye .
smoke w his friend then cab back t his house again . Playplayplay till 5 then baby had t booked in alr ): .
Cab t my house and byebyekiss t baby ): . Wanted t give him someth but . Sigh ~ Tmr is our 7thMonth , he's not w me . nopoint celebrating .

Sometimes, it hurts when he's not around .

2010-05-27T18:15:00.001+08:00

`th day when he propuse t me (: .

Today is baby's book -out day ! Finally laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~ Last week he didn't booked out . Thanks t his camp -'- ! Well , headed t town w mom & dad . Bought mango tanktop . Dinner was Thai's food at food republic . Hmmmmmm , their pineapple rice is th best . After tht , went for parent's meeting . blablablabla ! cab-ed home and started t on my lappy . well , still trying t figure out how t control things on it . Its not easy lahhhhhh . Zzzz meet crazy at 7head & bus-ed t 320 . Fong came first then th others . LOL laaa they all . play poker awhile then baby came lehhhs . Finallllly laaaaaaaa !
Slacked for awhile then headed t baby's house . waited him prepare & went down t ha our dinner .
Back-ed t baby house t watch TV . So long neh hug baby lehhh , this pig tht imisssomuch , I finally hugged ;make . went down buy cigg & cab home around 2 plus .

Unreasonable ppl is a fxker :D !

2010-05-26T20:31:00.000+08:00

See my hubbyB. , boliao drew my leg haha , (L)

Well , yeah . Sch was normal . Cleaninq up was funny . had fun w dave , bird , KwangJie & Jeremy HAhahaha ! Tht unreasonable DM Call me before reccess cos of my tattoo . F.up la . UNREASONBLE , I WHERE GOT EXPOSED ! HUH ? CBK -.- Point finger at me machiam I owe you 1m like tht , you wait tmr only ! . Another one tht Ms.Ek -.- .
Reccess , Stupid JeremyL. keep disturb, ahbi also -.-'
After sch headed t namedai meet mei . Hom-ed t take my reporting card >175 > Reporting >Crazy'shouse >Gekpoh . Saw Taocheng & 1 boy there . Ask him help me buy cigg hahaha .
weirong , phanphila`LesbieP. * erena came (idk how spell x:) and 2boy idk who x;Weirong took my num and wanted t spell ABC !!!!!!! -.- Jio us go slack ,keeep disia ppl leh them -.-'Speciallly weirong . soon Ahboy came then went for walk w crazy and home .
Mosquito biteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee is killling me lahh
Holiday ,
I need a job
Elmo bigbig ballooon!
strawberry Icecream !
New phone !
Pink mouse for my little cute pink laptop , woots !
Big minnie mouse stuff toy !
Spend most of my time w baby !
atleast 24/7 w baby :D !
malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
Ofcos , shopping ~ ~ .
and moremoremore !

Kids nowadays (: .

2010-05-24T16:22:00.002+08:00

6 more days t go , 7thMonth♥
Well , yeah . I'am lazy t go sch so meet Mei (: .
Had a walk , saw joey & one boy . I guess her boyf.
Wanted t go library but it's raininq , and guess what . I ended up fighting w one xmm -.-'
I was like HAHAHAHAHA ! Lameeeeeeeeee la deyyy .
See her only also got wrong , want me treat her like a ghost uh .
Unreasonable lahh she -.-" So chidish , is normal t see ppl sitting down somewhere when you walk pass right . Fcuk , she was like ppl see her she bueysong ask her hide herself at her mom's womb lahh
She lucky only , this matter not big . Still ask me
' ahbo , i slap you uh . SUA '
I was like HAHAHAHHA ! LAUGH-MY-FCUKING-ASS-OUT ! And ofcos I say back uh ,
'ahbo we one on one uh ' :D
She said she dontknow how t fight -.-.
Please le , no ppl slap me b4 leh , give you slap meh ?
& dont pull kavis name la , I can find you myself (: .
It was like , O: .
Actually uh , she okay one leh . But horhs , Hais , idk what she thinking .
Ahyahh , it's BOLIAO la ! stupid childish game .
I wont say so much liao la , dont want t bother this kind of ppl -.-"
And I wont mention her name here . Hmmmm .
headed t Jurongp. bought thing for someone (: ,
Cause me a BOOM! But worth it lahh
On th way t inter , saw junyu . So pei him wait for darren & co's .
Bus home , motor t IMM .
Will continue later aye (: . Meeting crazy now .

2010-05-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

see this boy ! IMISSHIM like MAD laaaaaaaaaaaaa

BabyB. didnt booked out tday due t tht stupid camp thing . Fxckdiethem ! ): .
Anyway , Happy b-day t baby's mom (: .
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . supposed I'am w him alr yet Zzz .
Sigh ): . After sch , headed t buy cigg w john and off t home . stay till 2 plus then meet crazy .
Had our late lunch at 851 and headed t meet babe & kors at 532 .
Helped kor something then alvin came not long , harriel came too .
Aftertht , headed t fareast . Sorry guys t keeeeeeeep you all waiting haha X: .
Okays , meeeting uh ? Hhahaa lol lahhh , reached jurong arounf 11 plus and headed for supper .
soon , junyu came and ganna screen . Its been 6 months plus since i get screeen eh o.o ?
I w baby , wont ganna one haha :D good right ?
Aiya ! Dont talk bout him liao , i will start t cry only -.-'
Home at 1 am plus . Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh imisshim liaolahhhhhH ! Stupid camp laaaaa .

2010-05-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

Oh hardcore on my MYE results . hardcore t hell .
Didn't manage t pass my science & geography and well admitted , idc .
After school was detention and called dad t come and fetch me . broom broom *
Hair was in th mess , like I just been 'raped' . Had my lunch at gekpoh w bro & dad . Burp*
home after tht , had a quick bath and took a nap . Ppl keep on sms and call me , everytime when i SLEEP !
kor woke me up and asked me t pei him at jurongp. , well yeah . Gonggong face , washed up and prepare .
bought this bought tht , once we wanted t go back alr , got this one promoter actually a maneger came t me and demo me alot of things ! 1 set cost $120 offer me buy 1 get 1 free , as I dont have enough money he offer me buy 1 get 2 free plus soap for face -.-" I got money I buy liao la . Was like he talking and demoing me all th way for 20 min and get th chance t go off . meet crazy for puff and home for dinner .
pizzzzzzzzzzzzzzza ♥ ! Hehe ~ i ate 5 slices x: okays , I'am fat ! I need an exercise .
baby call me awhile and said he'll call me back .
In th end also neh until now !!!! now is alr 1 am , drinking w kor for th last time . haha !
Finish up our liquor as he's flight is 8 in th morninq . Gahhhhhhhh !

Fxck la cb ! Make me so pissed off le lah .
Not first time leh , why cannot you be like you know ?
know how t think of others people limit -.-'
nbcb , lucky ah you , v lucky .

2010-05-14T11:31:00.005+08:00

babyB. ♥-luvs
Morninq , had a morninq puff w crazy . Soohui was there too (: .
Wassssssssssssuuuuuuuuuuuupppppppp ! \m/ .
Wanted t run at stadium but end up , meet yinsin`sis . LOL !
Headed t gabriel house slack awhile jiu went home .
prepare and wait for crazy t come , meet lisa and jasmin at 851 .
Plan where t go and headed t take bus .
MRT-ed t orchard ,

MANGO shop , ma-ngo shooppppp ~ Haha !
cutecute bought tanktop for herself . Then went for a walk .
Saw 7-eleven , Woots ! Bought my mashed potatoe ♥ .
After tht , went for a walk ; saw grace , shermine , peiqi , alex & one boy . Haha !
Walkwalkwalk took bus t bugis , walkwalkwalkwalkwalk till lisa boyf came .
Walkwalkwalk , then not long . Crazy & cutecute went home .
Baby cab bugis fetch me leh ♥ misshimlikefcuk la !
Cab t hotel 6 , ask for our cpl ring ): . Zzz donthave lehhhhhhhs fcuk!
booked hotel somewhere as actually going find his sargent drink in th end neh go .
better than cab back jurong might as well enjoy th 12hr aircon . HAHA !
went down bought things , baby sleeeeeeeeep 1st while me watching tv . Zzzz !
So hard for me t fall sleeep when he sleep first lah .
next morninq , back t jurong chevrons . Baby bought his stuffs for army .
gahhhh , hungry die me . IMM weeeeeh longjohn ♥ .
Baby forget his promise ): Everytime like tht one , Idontlike )': !
Baby dont promise me anyth liao uh !!
Zhenting came and off t smoke and cab t westcoast lan .
Play for 3hr plus . audiaudiaudi . then cab-ed t jurong p.
Baby cab back t his camp Sigh * Not even 24h tgt ): .
Then maybe he next weeeek neh book out ): . Shagdiemelaaaaaa
meet mom at buzzzzz . Off t sasa , hahahahaha !
th t newfuture , Woooooo ! Mom's wallet is getting lighter teheeeeeees .
home-d and sleeep after tht .

2010-05-10T21:31:00.001+08:00

Stay strong , isn't what I now supposed t be ?

Peeps ! See th pic tht I uploaded (: . That's my veryvery sweet & caring husband Haha ! ♥/-

Sigh * Pathetic paper for today . Maths & geographhy . Qualified for F . Haha !
Puff w yanwen after sch ,puff w bitch & mei once they came out , puff w crazy after her sch .
Saw kenrick & taocheng today o.o . Laughs *
ImissBabyB. Sigh .

Hey let me share you what's my Mon-Friday life .
-no people will hold my hand.
-no people will hug me .
-no people will kiss me.
-no people will buy for me sweet & feed me .
-no people will say 'iloveyou baby !'
-no people will wink at me
-no people will send me go home .
-no people will send me go sch .
-no people will force me t eat .
-no people will bring me go out have fun .
-no people will bring me go out walkwalk .
-no people will hug me sleep .
-no people will kiss my forehead.
-no people will will play w/ my hair and bite it .
-no people will help me carry my stuffs .
-no people will look after me .
-no people will send me t sch .
-no people will kiss my hand .
-no people will accompany me go for my reporting .
-no people will protect me .
-no people will remind me not t do what is wrong .

& me , not giving up *smile-wide* . I'am waiting everynight for his call . Just t hear him say goodnight.
`& yeah , thts what my life when I'am not w him )': .

2010-05-08T14:16:00.000+08:00

Whole day w crazy ♥ today aye ?
Headed t 9head for a haircut . And yeah , Its turned out weird x; .
Saw claudia trice uh . haha ! Back home-d t change as its super hot .
Well , off t jurongp . walkwalk uh . Saw Winnie they all , smoke and off we got jurong east .
Didnt sms much w babyB. today eh ): . MISSDIEHIM ! Gahhhhhhh !
Eat w crazy's godmom , saw boss & kor.
Bought cigg before heading t canal .
Slack awhile jiu went back t namdai .
7eleven > Home . Nail foolish all those stuffs .

2010-05-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

Well , didn't meet babyB. today ): . Sad like fcuk .
Go out w family today , well BirdPark .
cab-ed there , okays shall let th pictures do th story (: .

& lastly , we had our dinner at taman . seafood tht cost us $150.50 -.-" . Fullfull leh ! haha ~
Cab-ed home after tht . miss babyB. ):

2010-04-30T16:47:00.000+08:00

Sweet 6th month Anniversary , luv .

BabyB. ,

Today is actually our 6th month & 2 days , Tehheees !

Even though it sounds like a long journey we've been through .

I feel as if it's still so short . We gone through thich & thick ; happiness & loneliness tgt .

Yet , we're still holding our each other hand .

I've been thinkinq , what I'am today if you didn't come back t me .Maybe even worse ?

I regret so much things tht I did w/o thinking carefully .

BabyB. , our road of love is endless , okays ? There's no end-point ,

There's no full-stop in our story ;

Our never ending love story .

'Me ABEGAIL will marry CHANSWEEHUAT ! ' Rmb this sentence ?

When you propose t me . Haha ! I'am force t shout it out loud aye x; .

In sch , I'am having inhouse suspension ._.'' . Not bad uh , better than listening t teacher at class .

Atleast I can sleep my wholewholewhole period there till sch end :D .

But I'am a good girl ! I did my revision horhs . Recess w winnie , busted also ganna inhouse LAUGHS !

Cause of his hair . After sch , had a puff w joey`sist thn took bus home & prepare .

Actually meeting my crew but end up going chalet also in th end didnt go .

Headed t sist house till 5 plus .

And had our dinner and train t tanah merah .

Reached there around 5 plus ? Got 1 group of boys ask for num .

Anyhow press num hahahaha ! X: . I also saw my uncle at there o.o LAUGHS !

Didn't know he live near there . Waited for babyB . Till 8.30 ): .

Aftertht , headed t jurong . Then t aljunied eat . We went for a walk .

I saw a plk x.x . Mygod . We walked till 11 plus , no more MRT .

So booked a hotel instead . Since taking cab back , might as well enjoy th 24 hr aircon . Haha !

Went down buy food , then watch movie & sleep till 9 plus .

Shawn call leh o.o . LOL leh him . Say he need space from my heart -.-' Crazy !

After 12 , headed t baby's dad . Eat lunch w him thn up t their house .

Play w his brother , haha ! Cute leh him (: .

Then , t baby's house . Rest awhile then pei baby go see doctor then had our dinner .

back t baby's house,We play till like small kid lah ! Run here run there . sweat alot .-. i bath men :D ! w/o him!

then went 320 till 12 plus . drink w brother ._.''

2010-04-30T14:08:00.000+08:00

⎝⏠⏝⏠⎠ HAPPY 6th Month Anniversary baby ♥ !

luv you baby , muacks !

2010-04-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

Yeah , sch was fine today . After sch , had a puff w kwangJie mei , yanwen & one boy . After tht , went t 215 meet Dave & bz . Nicholas was there o.o ? Laughs ! Doesnt look like him eh ? X:
Off for reporting , I upgraded alr :D Weeeeeeeeeeeeeexzxzxzxz finally !Once a week aye ? :D
But my 1 pack of cigg ganna , knn -.-" . Zzz Off t meet crazy , then home-d change & prepare .
Then t Jurong east > IMM >532 . Funny lah haha ! Then by 9 off t bus stop and home-d .
Will update after exam yo !

2010-04-25T03:16:00.001+08:00

Ill blog once I had th mood to x: . Laughs ~
MYE cominq soon , yet I hadn't started anyth yet .
Gonna study on monday aye (: ~

2010-03-29T03:29:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Dave (: ! ♥

Well , baby fetch me after sch .Home-d t change & headed for reporting -'- Zz .
Baby had t waited for quite long , sorry aye ? ): Bus-ed t baby's house . Forced baby t go down walk-walk ;In th end baby angry )': . Saw terrence and co's on th way . Baby talk t me , I BWG as i don't know how t express out my feelings everytime I talk t him .Baby going down namdai t play bball . packed his stuffs & went down canal t meet crazy and her baby . woots ! Waited for darren t come & off t 9 head.
mummy and co's was there too . Hom-ed at 10 plus . Hmmmmmmmmmm ~

2010-03-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

Last day of this course , nothing much special today .Lunch was at food junction .
After tht , had a puff w jeremy . Not long , xiaojack came for me t pei him bnuy speaker -.-" .
Crazy monkey . Off for a walk & talk craps on th way . We're later , super . tadahhh .
We don't care *Wild smile . Everybody were waiting for us t come back t take th test ,
yet were still taking our own sweet time :D ! whocaresssssssss ~ .
Xiaojack pei us till th front gate and he went off . Back t jurong at 4pm . Waited for dad t fetch and off for reporting . sigh , tired . Then off t jurongp w mom and dad . baby came leh mummy & daddy went home . Wanted t eat dinner at longjohn , & due t those ppl who got big asses taking their own sweet time t have a 'sweettalk' at there when they eaten every single thing in their table -.-" ! Grrrr *
Mac for dinner , sick & tired of it mennxzxzxxz . Slack & hom-ed around 12 plus .

2010-03-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

Its one week at Bishan ITE from 7 in th morninq till 5 in th afternoon -.-" .Same thing everyday ;listen earpiece>eat>drink coffee♥> talk cock>lunch>had a puff >snacks >talk cock . Lunch at mac , xiaojack & co's was there too . LOL lah . stupid idiot monkey , keep calling me -.-" Pass th phone t cass . LAUGHS !
follow me , till we go back t ITE ._.''Still not enough , call me pon sch just t drink w them . Crazy monkey x: .
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-03-19T19:33:00.003+08:00

God knows th future , god will you tell me ?

Sentosa for today (: . Headed t report 1st and home-d t prepare . Bus-ed t babe's house & walked over t darling house . MISS her like crazzzzzzzzy ! After dontknow how many years/months didn't get t see her .

She grow FAT , so do I ): .

Headed t meet zhaoen & co's @ lakeside MRT station . Reached sentosa quite late alr . Put down th stuffs & off for dinner . Me & babe walked sibei far & in wrong direction . Played poker & buried zhaoen :D haha

After tht , off t jurong . Shawn sudden call me leh , ramdom . YOU better don't do it i tell you , you idiot boy! Cab-ed t Shirley`sist house after tht . played alot . HeartTOheart talk w rongfong & sist at living rm . After tht , drink . Sleep at 7 plus . Couldn't sleep as 2 idiot keep on disturbing me -.-" Zzz . Stupid dogs .x:

2 plus , baby fetch me . Off t his house , bath and watch tv awhile . Down for dinner at night & he sleeeeeep first . Pangseh me again *angry ! zzz tried t sleep at position w/o moving , Thanks t him , hugging me all th way . Woke up in th middle of th night , I no blanket lah , you pig ! Haha luvyou*muacks !

Woke up , bath watch movie . LOL la baby , give me sad face when his mom came back . Baby , you should know what right ? :D Headed t jurongp. at night for dinner , weets ! Longjohn ♥

baby booked in leh ): .

2010-03-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday dad ♥

Off t jurongp t eat w parents at afternoon . Didn't get t take photos as we're busy talking talking talking .
Then , off t seperate w them . Bought present for dad & cost me $20 plus ._.'' . Off t find babe & co's . Bought cigg and stay till 10 plus ?

Things happened again -.-" WHATTHFUCK lah . This time I cannot take it but I endure for th sake of something/someone ?

Bath-ed and prepare & off t Sharon house . cab-ed t bedok . Co's was there alr . FAST -.-" ohyeah , they stay near . I forgot -.-" . It's been so long since I meet them . Hmmm , last last year ? GOSH ! Drink , play , talk , smoke , watch TV , use com , blahblahblah . Fun aye ? 2 plus , went another rm t rest awhile . Baby called me le ~ . peace ._.'' . Go back t drinking rm again and continue . 3 plus cannot tahan alr and ask shawn send me down . He pei me cab-ed home and on th way home . Zzz -.-" .

2010-03-10T14:51:00.000+08:00

It sounds so sweet ; /♥s

Baby fetch me after school eh . Got taiji , settle finished cab-ed down t IMM for longjohn :D !
Saw fong kor , soon they came t find us at long john w leslie . Walked around . Baby Bought lollipop for me leh & its so cute ♥! Bought Dvd And cab-ed t baby house . Watch till OMG lah ! Scary . While sucking th lollipop
Baby booking in leh ): . Sad .

2010-03-05T14:40:00.004+08:00

After sch , home-d w busted . Played com , baby havent wake up !!! Soon shirley sist texted me whether i can pei her go yishun . Prepared and cab-ed down t her house . Once i wake up , joey sist sleeping haha ! Wake her up & it was like her face super blur . Me and sist Laugh like hell .Cab-ed down t yishun , me and sist put anggong (: . Same font lehhh ♥ i put at wrist and she put at her collar neck . nicenice . mine swollen like hell .
jurongp > find baby . slacked and drink w baby and justin . FUN lahhs (: !
numb -.-' . Went t justin house t go toilet . takbolehtahan . I want go niaoniao . Then headed t baby house , watched tv till dont know what tiume .♥ muack muuack baby !

Boys over flowers ,

& th perf rose is torned .

By th sweetness of your kisses ;

Raindrops started t fall .

Romantic words has been spoken

hearts started t melt

Me & you , under th stars

holding hands tightly .

Wishing tht time will stops ...

2010-03-03T14:25:00.000+08:00

Things getting clearer day by day , Realising , I'am such a slut .

After sch , had a puff w yanwen . Soon Jeremy came , followed by busted, baozhong , yiwei . brandon , Chenwei & Jianyuan . Yiwei was like freaking funny -.-! Took 502 w busted , sist & chenwei . FOUND money leh ! Hom-ed , then cab t jurong hill w yiwei nuer baozhong & busted :D . FUN lahs ! Didnt take any photos as my phone no bat ): ! cab-ed down t gekpoh , bubble tea ♥peppermintmilktea !same w busted aye
Makan & off t meet baby , pei baby go home then went t ahguan t had our dinner .244 next , drink & off t my sch basketball court .Played poker w baby & eric . Talk some stuffs *wink LAUGHS !
decided t take drink at bending machine , take till my hand swollen & blueblack also got -.-"
Gamble lehhh :D ! At first lose then win ! Headed t baby house sleeeeeep .
while tmr got sch -.-'

2010-03-02T12:29:00.001+08:00

After sch got taiji , idk what & idc ..
Cab-ed home w busted , Then meet up w him again t arena .
It's raininq & like he's carrying an umbrella . Bus-ed t arena :D !
He so cute can , I keep pulling his hand for th umbrella haha * !
Baozhong was there alr , soon ahbi & jacky came .
Off t jurongp . Makan , then joey & shirley came . Lexian`girlf came awhile .
Off for puff thn she go alr .
Bought shushi & bubbletea
-hsh!-

2010-02-27T15:33:00.001+08:00

Meet baby at 320 eh ~ . They all playing ball me sit down guaiguai (: ! Meet hedir t smoke , chat awhile and went back . Headed t baby house , 5 head eat then hom-ed . Clean up my room , went down again . Headed t baby's house w zhenting . Baby teached me how t play mahjong eh ♥ (: ! me watch tv they all play .

They stay till 3 plus , hungry me alr . Baby cooked food leh ~ How sweeeeeeeeeeeets (: . Haha !
Enjoy watching tv till baby feed me :D ~ slept at 5 40 am , wanted t wake up at 6 end up overslept till 7 .
Chiong home & bath . Headed t orchard , saw gab there (: Gave her my ticket and off we go .
Weets , eat and shop around . HAHA lahhhhhhhhs , moms spend dontknow how much .
Off t jurongp. bought some stuffs . soon baby came (: . Longjohn♥ Saw junyu then called him .
Hongmingkor & jianyuankor came too . Smoke tgt and me went t baby house .
JurongEast > Bought cigg > Home-d .

Baby , Happy 4th month anniversarry ♥ luvyou !

2010-02-26T14:54:00.000+08:00

I had my sore eye & having my last paper ; socialstudies -.-" Nohope .
My eye was like idk what , & didn't really do well on my paper . Early leave from school due t my eye , my hair colour had been caught , wtf ._.' . They asked me back for my monitoring book , sigh* see doctor and home-d.
Watch movie while waiting for crazy t end sch . Went t her house then bus-ed t jurongp.
Longjohn♥ !

Headed t arena for pool (: , busted were there too w baozhong and co's .
Soon headed t IMM , meet mom & dad , soon went t find crazy & babe again .
Headed t take 334 , down at my sch . Saw busted , baozhong & nuer .
Soon Yiwei came ,
JEROME BUSTED ! THANKS FOR TH ELMO AYE ♥ ! *wink
Promised him t out out his name , big big big . Laughs*
Headed t jurongp. bought NF short then t popular ~ LAUGHDIE US lahs !
Soon , headed t 320 . smoke , slack talk & drink awhile . Baby came , talked t me ): .
Soon , babe & crazy went home lehs . 1 plus then cab-ed home .

baby , sorry didn't came t your camp today ): .

2010-02-24T19:04:00.001+08:00

Woots ! Baby fetch me from sch today uh ~ (: !
Went over t his house and yeah , he forgot tbring his key . LMAO ?
Waited for his bro girlf come then went in . baby bath , sexy busted eh ♥ ! X:
got wear boxer lah ! , but only me can see :D ! Headed t 320 t give back things t kor .
Cab-ed t IMM t eat longjohn ♥ then cab-ed back t baby house again ._.'' Tht lazy butt .
stay at his house till 7 plus & went down t 320 again . Saw justin`boss at prata eating , so pei him :D .
Slack at canal then cab-ed home at 10+?

baby , don't worry i promised you , okays ? [: ♥/s

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aka jas: no matter what , must be strong k ? (:
thanks (: . I'll try .
Trina: Sist , relink me . (':
sure (:
Kimberly: HI , tagged :}
(: thanks
Debbie: Aiai, relink me :(
sure (:
♥ , JOEY.C !: Darling ♥ ! (:
-♥Missyou la !
Audrey: yo mummy ! tags {L}
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passerby: you make up with yin sin alrdy?
-hmmmmmmmmm
dave: relax ok dun need to feel so upset abt things it will all turn out alrite in the end 1 ok
-Thanks , hope so . But I expecting it won't
Garrick: NO~!! i like u! not ur bf
--.-" ...

2010-02-21T02:04:00.002+08:00

Library study today , headed t 320 meet co's and waited for baby t come , his house > watch tv &; Sleeep .

Next day , went home bath-ed & cab-ed t baby's house . off t pasir ris baby's bro chalet . Got one little boy & girl keep follow , cute lahhh . I here they follow , one holding my hand one hugging me ,_.'' LOL !Stay-ed till 10 plus dont know . Took bus alone , MRT alone , sudden saw ricco , alvin & one more girl . Had a puff & home-d .

He's watching tv & idk whether he know i taking pic or not X: !

I wanna keep it )': . Please , don't take it away from me ,

You promised me I will keep it right , baby ? *sigh

Does history repeats again ?

2010-02-13T11:51:00.003+08:00

What a funny day x: Well , starting day .
Was suppose t go baby's house t meet him , end up he called me and force me t go .
Ask I'am super lazy . WAKAKAKA ! He said he fetching me and okays ~! :D
Now baby bathing ._.'' he woke me up then now say he just woke up -.-". Diao ?
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , I need a job -.-" . Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
When school starts uh ? o.o .

Updated - :D !
Went t baby's dad house . Was like there so funny . His sist we're mad . Haha !
I also want a sist ): . After went over t baby's house and we're off t where ? Forget x: .
Watch midnight movie w baby , zhenting , kenneth & benjamin . LOL . Not bad uh , fun (: .
Cab-ed home at around 4 plus ? Idk X: .

2010-02-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

Baby book-ed out alr (: . I was like , yeah ♥ !
Went his house & headed t 320 . play poker at there , was like so happy & sudden no mood at all .
Baby headed t his family dinner so he left , we had a big/small quarrell .
Actually drinking w boss & kor end up didn't . So went home , alone .

2010-02-11T14:41:00.000+08:00

Stress at family , sch , relationship , which one next ?n pathetic life of mine .
No mood of anything now adays , at school . Quite , sleep , sms is what I'am doing all th way .
after sch , tht FCKING KACHUA say me when I didn't do anything at all . YOU lucky I not in th good mood today , you lucky I'am weak today , if not I sure say out th things tht you doesn't like . Going t pei babe at her grandma's songkah later tillk tmr . Hmmm , can I make it ?
I want t give things t my baby using my own hand but I had not enough streght at all , not in a gooood moood all trh way . Valentines coming alr , yet I hadn't prepare . Sorry baby , I dont think I want t celebrate .

2010-02-10T11:37:00.000+08:00

Didn't went t sch today , meet inhaler sis at jurongp .
Now at yinsin's boyf house . LOL
Have fun alot , draw things at our face . Change uniform NICE lehhhHs

2010-01-30T19:33:00.000+08:00

Well , celebrate dear's birthday at snow city there th pub . Drink & play w leslie ._. I lose alot at S P S .
Wtf , play pure -.-" Sehh . Sorry baby for making your time hard for you t takecare of me x: . LOL !
And happy 3rd month anniversarry baby , luvyou!

2010-01-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR . L♥vyou ! ~ \

muacks !

Well , sch was fornormal . After sch , cab-ed t taman w crazy , crazy's sis & junyu . Then back t 320 . Wanted t go for my dance picturial & music video . In th end ): . Slack at 320 , makan KFC then slack again . PLayed poker &; took alot of pictures . Specially w zhaoen`sist :D .Haha ! Hom-ed at 10 ?

Darren trying not t let them take th ball and end up like this . LOL

I believe I can fly

I believe I can touch th sky

I think about it every night and day

Spread my (chicken)wings and fly away

I believe I can soar ( zhaoen's hand fly dontknow where -.-)

I see me running t tht open door

I believe I can fly ~

Will updat some of pics once free . tatas !

2010-01-26T20:51:00.007+08:00

Went school as for normal . After sch , cab-ed t bukit batok w kwangjie , chengrong , yanwen & sinhao .Bought cigg and slack awhile . Headed t kwangjie house and off t sch for inter-class . CHAMPION leh :D ! 3n3'10 win! Teheeeeeeees (: . Off t 244 bubble tea w baozhong , busted , kwangjie & chengrong . LOL ! Bought 2 drinks & cheese fries eh ? Then smoke , smoke machiam freeeeeee ._.'' . Wanted t take 502 in th end took cab w jerome`busted . Hehe . Had alot of fun today aye ? (: !

2010-01-25T20:46:00.003+08:00

Well , pon sch w sist. today :D ! Meet up w her at 225 and went namdai t buy cigg , Soon xiaoboy came .
Slack and talk alot . LOL lahhhhhhhs , meet darius and off t jurong east . Meet crazy darren junyu & caiyin after tht . Then off t jurong sec , settle taiji ._.'' . Then back t 320 slack . and boom . home-d .

XiaoBoy and darius .

Hongming`kor and wayne . Gay-inq break time xD

Yeah , I'am HOT ♥

2010-01-24T18:57:00.001+08:00

Friday : 22Jan10'
Didn't went home since friday .Freak up , its raininq and Iam getting late .Cab-ed w busted t sch . LOL After sch , went home w busted t changed . Meet him and go over arena tgt . LOL lah , win yiwei and he dance chicken dance . Not gonna post th video over here as he might come over and whack me ): . Soon , kwangjie they all came too . Saw darius there . Mummy and daddy was there too . Went down t eat w busted kwangjie & chenrong idk how spell his name lah x: . Soon dear came t fetch me up . Yiwei wanted t see him so he send me down . LOL lahs . Went over his house , down t 320 . slack and went over boyf house t sleeeeep .
Saturday : 23Jan10'
cab-ed t bukitMerah t find dear's aunt & his dad . Cute lah his brother (: . Then t clementi , play pool then arcade . 320 eat then went drinkinq . cab-ed t dear's house & he's drunk -.- ME ownself takecare of him . The taxi driver seems so worried , keep looking at me . LOL lahs .He sleeep like pig !
Sunday : 24Jan10
dear sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep freaking long ! HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA LOL !
Disturb him , went down t eat w kor, darren , alwin`sist xD , and yangjie`boss . :D ! 320 next . Soon babe crazy they all came .Slack and joke around . Fetch caiyin`girlf and her sist ? headed t 7-11 w dear , fong , & yangjie . Soon th who came . IDK xD . back t 320 > canal > Dear's house >Canal>Cab-ed home > Dear back t camp ): .

WOOO ! So many ppl sudden tag me uh ! Nice one garrick I know I'am hot :D
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zhenting: hi. tagged =D
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Garrick: i care coz she is smoking hot! u wan me care about u also can.
-You care about ppl who smoke hot ? ._. Alot for you t care of .
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-he bo cb lahs -.- LJ got . And you come 11 am uh ? ._. we at bed sleeeeeping lahs .
Garrick: i working there from 11-9.30 . come .
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2010-01-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

Goodgirl in class again :D ! Hehehehhee , well , get fcuk up and shout like crazy ahlian t tht fatty . and ppl were cheering -.- BUT I'am not an ahlian uh ! After sch , smoke-d w jeremy and kwangjie . After tht , chitchat w baozhong they all awhile . Dad came leh & I'am home-d . Chat-ed w aiai ♥ . Pity her lah ): Me wanna meet her really v soon . Pretty lah her ! (: She's 13 only . alot of problems . Dont worry , we'll go out v soon . okays ? :D ! Weelll , At sch eat chocolate ♥ I fat liao lahhhs ! >:'(

Back t an old times ): .

2010-01-19T13:47:00.001+08:00

Shuqun's ahbengs xD ( See this leh dont scold me leh !) X:
At school goodgirl leh :D ! Study hard lehh . LOL keep pull either yanwen , zhofir , jerome , dave , baozhong or kwangjie infront of me when tht fattie is coming towards me. is like wtf wanna hug me like tht . pervert ! After sch , waited for hedi . Soon go w kwangjie , baozhong, jerome . Slack awhile and play basketball , few shoots .soon , went coffeshop . Dave they all ganna by HSA or dontknow what LOL lahhs .
went up yiwei house and soon meet hedi they all . Dance practice till 5 plus ? Cab home then took bus . once I reached home , dear call me leh . Soon he booked out for awhile :D ! Meet him leh :D ~ Saw gab's cousin . Talked for awhile and headed t find dear's campmate . Took 198 and eat dinner . Headed t 320 slack till 10 plus and cab-ed home .

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Too all passerby , DO put your namePB . Thanks ! (:

2010-01-18T19:42:00.001+08:00

Out of my house at 7am , finally somebody can bring me go sch alr :D !
at school , hard working eh . Heheheees , dnt I'am a no-no naughty girl liao ! 4 period all th way do my work .
Well , didn't sleep too . Woots ! 1st trime ever x: . lmao , after sch smoke awhile and dad fetch me . headed over t 851 , eat and 25 at there xD miss me yeah ? HAHA ! malboro menthol eh . Went outsdie pioneer sec . So many ppl , dont know got taiji or not . Saw one ahlian pierce here pierce there -.- discusting lehs . LOL !
whatthfcuk , everytime she got taiji one -.-" . Went home , played audi all th way . Nothing much . I'am just v sleepy right now . Tmr dance practice . Gonna back up liao ! I still had homework t do , I need t copy tmr x: . I totally dontknow how t do .

2010-01-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

Went over boyf's house around 3 plus ? went down t eat . stay at his house till 11 or 12 plus ? stm ps :D
bath and he's trying t teach me how t cook maggie me when I know how t cook it . Act as if i don't .
Was acting I dont really know & listening t what he's saying while looking at his eyes couldn't stop smiling .
Freaking funny ! took th chupsticks , put up up up longlong noodle . He's trying t take but it stick below his mouth then on top then I was there couldn't stop laughing . Watch TV while him eating buscuit and me taking his buscuit feeding his dog . hehe cute lah ! muacks his dog & he jump and kiss me ('.') . My mouth bleed -.-! Soon, Slept for awhile and went for midnight movie :D ! W Zhenting . DAMN funny lahh ! Went toilet smoke , cab-ed t boatquey .Maggie was there :D Miss her lahs ! Soon find joey they somewhere near . Chirley , ahbi and shirley-boyf was there too . drink for awhile . AND guess what ! xiaoping was there . Both of us were like EHH!? lol hug-ed her *wink . talktalktalk . soon got taiji went out . find boyf they all and went back . giddy eh ._. boyf followed me and he pulled me back -.-" . Paiseh mei , couldn't pei you . stay till 6 plus . played poker . Opps ! Forgot t say ! Senour was there saysay me ._.'' home at 7 slept at 8 .

I'am scared , very scared .): /♥

2010-01-15T01:30:00.002+08:00

You freako dancer -juanpinoy leader! Better study hard oh ~Rmb what you promised me eh !Jiayous for th all competition you got .I'll come back & join you all ,dontworry .Takecares♥/s

School was fine , especially on desmissal time , totally 'fine' . Laughs .
Walked w sayanq ♥ after sch , it was like OKAYS ! she's mad . haha ! Still want me use tht technic , its a no-no for me . Haha I got my own x: . You know , I know -fullstop- (: Don't ask so much for those kaypo's readers .*winks ~ Well , Reached home , went down t meet crazy . Went t 9head bought cigg , saw lisa & cutecute .:D
Well , home-d sleep bath-ed & babe's reached . Babe fall asleep eh ? haha . Went t 851 t have our dinner , cab-ed t pioneermall t meet boyf . Soon cab t his house . Miss his dog lah ! ♥ for his dog :D !

Went over 320 , slacked . Overall fun ! Specially kor was there . HAHA ! Home-s at 11 ? stm .
made blogskin for jie , audi super busy . And boom ! Sleep . Booked whole day by boyf tmr ._.

~~Just so you know , I'am super worried )': . Especially when I heard it .~~
~~Not tht I don't trust you , but it's just really hard t say specially for boys .~~

2010-01-13T17:39:00.002+08:00

Thanks for taking care of me {♥you !}

Well , 2 days didn't showed up at sch . Home-d ''resting '' .
Today morninq , meet joey , chirley & jacky at KFC . They wanted t go jurongp. eat but I didn't go as not tht feeling well . Went home , audi & talked in msn w kor :D . So honoured uh , I'am th one and only gan mei he got and he's saying tht I'am th best WAKAKKAKA ! See this alr dont scold me uh ! X:
Well , become part of th FAM --xSHINEe- 2nd jr . cool eh ? Took time for me t cheer up tht boy -.-
Went down t meet crazy & ricco`kor . Zhaoming & terrence were there too & one boy , idk who .
Walked t 9head ._. back t 8head ._. walked back t 9 head -.-" . Bus-ed home .talked t terrence & yihong`noob!:D and one boy ? IDK who . What I can say t our conversation is , 2010 ALREADY ! Still gangganggang . sms w dear ... -.-"
Tomorrow going sch alr , I missed alot of lesson . Better than I missed my bed ♥
Was like super angry , and yes . I was freaking noisy at msn w kor . Hehe , guess what ?
I made myself laughed like freaking ass rolling on th floor . and he dulan leave me alone . HEHEHEHE !
He wished me t die , then I rmb when we chatting . He said he will go t my funeral and come t my face say ''see lah see lah '' Then i cut in saying '' Then i opened my eyes looking at you then you jump and shout like retarded gay '' I can't stop laughing once I said tht , and yeah , he too . xD Till now , if I think of it . My mouth will auto smile and laughs like mad . Okays lahs , still super dulan right now -.- No mood t post . Ciaos ~ !

Weakness has come .

2010-01-11T08:57:00.000+08:00

Mom had t force me t go sch , even though I'am sick .My temperature keeps changing .
If I'am hyper/happy it'll go down . I'am moddy it'll run up =='' . Weird*
I walked like a snail t 502 bus stop . sniff* cough* irritating .
Reached sch , saw geraldyn they all so walked tgt t class . Boom !
Reading period , my head was down . Teacher asked me not t sleep for 4 time ._.''
Ms.Siti came and bring me t general office , took temp 38.9 o.o? sot .
mom's phone was off , couldn't contact . Call Kor t help me in th end vp said cannot -.-" .
out of sch , waited for joey at busstop then took a puff . Waiting for Jackie & off t eat .
Took 185 and home-d . Resting fong`kor call me chat . Talktalk alot of things -.-" .
Soon , went down jurongp t eat w kenny & kor . Dear LET me lehs :D ! Need me t pursuade him ._.
But no longjohn )': ! Reached jp first :D ! So I can say girls run faster than boys . Kenny came 2nd and fong is th last . Si aqua keep saying he handsome . tmr he owe me ljs , idontcare ! ~
6 plus , went back namdai . mom at bus too . LOL ! headed t see doctor ._.''
Mygooooddd , my asthma came back ): . Sigh
Mom bought for me orange juice & i took strawberry milk ♥ C:
Th medicines taste suckkkies . i drink , I'll feel numb and I 'll mabo ._. Weird lahhs .
Keep sleep wake up , sweating like fcuk even though th fan is is front of me only .Gahhhhhhh !

2010-01-09T20:53:00.011+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY ! :D

Bought my stuffs at jurongp. popular , headed t longjohn as usual :D .
175 t buy cigg and headed home t prepare . Took cab t joey's house . Well yeah , it took for th driver t turn one big fcuking round t go over her house . ahbi , rongfong & jackie was there too . walk here walk there . Mad dog kpkb -.- Keep disturb me , ahbi also . zzzzz Well wanted t pinch ahbi i pinch till his bro . Sorry yo xD .After cutting th cake weDrink and talk . Jackie talked all about boyf deh , learnt something t him . And thanks for helping me yo ! (: .After drinking , went over t 320 t find boyf they all . Awhile kor thay all went home .Boyf went dontknow where ._. Skip -.-""ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ Went over t find junlong angel they all t drink at boonlay , then after tht cab-ed down jurong again . Went boyf house at 4 plus and went down at 6 plus . boyf and kor also go namdai w me and crazy . couple couple lehs .eat mac and went home . went jurongp , pei my mom and headed for gym . then boyf came , bought cigg and went for our lunch . KFC .
Went for run again at canal w boyf and crazy . Headed 320 slack and I fall sick -.-'' Went home and rest .
Busted call me lehs . talktalktalk alot of things . LOL lahhhhhhhhhhs him . In my lala land at 10 plus .

Bitch of th year .

2010-01-09T02:28:00.002+08:00

This is for XIAOTING from pioneer secondary school .
YOU SUCKS STUPID PROSTITUTE BITCH ! GANNA CAR BANG TILL LOST MEMORY UH ?!
YOU'RE LUCKY I'AM NOT IN YOUR SCH UH . IF NOT I SURE SLAP YOUR FACE TILL YOU WAKE UP AND RECALL ALL YOUR MEMORIES . WHICH TH CAR BANG IS FAKE .MYGOD !!
HOPE YOU REALLY GANNA CAR BANG TILL DIE UH ! GUESS WHAT !

XIAOTING FROM PIONEER SEC IS TH BITCH OF TH YEAR 2010 . claps *

Okays let me tell you th story ,
There is one boy who stead w tht bitch which they last more than 1 year plus qoinq 2 years . When suddenly , she went overseas . when she's back , she told him that she ganna car bang and lost her memory . So , counted as broken up .He believe and let go .

First likely , how can she qo school that FAST when she had an accident recently ?
Secondly , who so stupid ppl lost her memory go msg ppl that she kana bang by lorry and lost her mem about him .
Thirdly , She used this fcuking excuses t break up in TWO BOYS which is her ex .
Forthly , on her FACEBOOK (click here) , written tht (below) . She used a diff case in FB and t him .
Fithly , IF she really lost her memory , Why did she wrote this in her FB ?! -.-" Weird .

Sixth , WHOSE FCUKING SO STUPID WANNA BELIEVE IN SIMPLE EXCUSES THT UNBELIEVABLE JUST T BREAK UP .

For those boys who wanna jio her , please think

twice . Don't fall into this kind of girl .

HAPPY B-DAY ANDY ! :D

2010-01-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

Shall update my post on holiday next time yo !
Well today was like my 1st day of school which th 3rd for th rest .
okays , it's sucks . Last period tio asked t go out t talk t that po lor kuey .
Then Kachua came . blablabla go in , bla blablabla girls home blablabla promised smlj ..
After school , asked BX help me buy cigg . Then went home .
Bath and wait for babe t ok .
meet at jurong p . WOW , bus station was like cooooool ?
Saw jerome they all , talk awhile and babe reached .
eat lj > bought alot of stuffs > Smoke > Crazy & kor came > Bought things for them > Jurong west .
Slack , hell fun lahs ! :D ! Th rest came tooooo .
at bus , talked t fong > smoke > home-d .
dye-d black >talk t andy dog >blablablablabla .
Stupid boy wants a b-day kiss . -'-
alot ppl talking t me eh ?

such a lifelesss .

2009-12-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

Crazy ! I changed my num uh ! :D
+639078284472

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-Few more days ! I effking miss at there too . )';

Pathetic holiday

2009-12-12T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps ! Miss me yahs ? Such a long time since i update my blog aye ?
as I'am ''enjoying'' my holiday at overseas , I'll update once I'am back okays ? As my brother's laptop boom + connection super good -.-! Zzz
DEAR hope you read this !
see alr don't come and call me then scold me uh .
1st - I skip 2 meals .
2nd - Didn't takecare of myself and now I'am down w fever ):
3rd- I get in th fight once .
4th - imissing you !
5th- I seriously miss you !
6th- I seriously freaking missing you !
7th- I missmyelmo X:
8th-Imiss AUDITION .
9th-Here dota'ers is out of my ife hehehes !

then ! I promise myself I won't sleep w/o you saying you love me and giving me your goodnightkiss ^^ .
12 dec , we chatted on phone but it hanged . I didn't sleep at all , waiting for you call uh .
HEARTSyou manymany ! ♥

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- LOL ! It's okays , I'am having fun anyway(; Thanks !
aka jas: skipping ard. is there really a need fer u peeps to ask owner of this blog abt her lyf?? is alr th past stp bother abt it liao can? ^^
-Hmm , didn't really know who are you anyway , thanks (: ! Don't worry , they dontwant forget Then et them be . I'll make them shutup one day .
Jamie: Sorry Abegail for viewing and run, Really sorry . Tagged
-haha its okays (;
♥ JASMIN.F: CUTECUTE !
-♥missyou !
PasserBy: O.o , den you wanna let him off liddat?
-Let th barkings dogs be (: . just wait only .
kenny: to all paserby--- can you all kindly put your name idiotic sia, got name dont wan to use
-Relax , its oays (: . Childish humji dogs is like that .
ur mother: passby i ur mother lick my cb call me mammy la dog!
-LOL ! I know who you are , but i won't tell [: .
ahhuat: iloveyou!
- i know :D ♥
ahhuat: eunice say u not pretty
- I also know :D
ahhuat: no la joking
- speechless*
♥ , JOEY.C !: Darling , so sorry that i can't send you off to the airport today ! ): Imy ! Faster come back (:
-Its okays , takecare out there uh . LUVS ♥
-x: abegaiL; ur audi ign is ? =)
---xBITCH , why ?
YIHUI: hello just pass by people blog so i view until this blog so i saw ur pic den i knw iis eiu haha
-you are o.o ? Which yihui ?
MiSSyTiiNg: gal when r you meeting mummy arh ???
-Once I come back (: ! i know you miss me liao ! imissyou too ;D ~
Liping: Heya, takecare & have fun eh. (: see you around again.
-Sure you too :D ! Last long uh !
EUNICE ♥: missyou liao ): fastfast come back. crazy ♥
-imissyou too ! give me time machine :D !
Heri: Passedby and tag (:
-tyvm .:D
♥Grace.L;: hahas, i forgot le lehs. :X guess you forget le also. :X hahahas.
-LOL I only rmb you just said hi ~ .
♥,Iris: Passby and tagged
-Thanks :D
VIVIANH.: BABE ! faster come back ahhh ;( miss die you alr, had fun there okay ? (: loves takecare.
- I also want come back , I'am not having fun like i do at there ): .
bowa: wow. nice laces and nice cleavage!
-My middle finger nicer (: ! Wanna see ?

It's too late for me t say it .

2009-12-06T00:16:00.002+08:00

Had alot of fun today , I'am going off for 1 month holiday in few hours time .
Gonna miss peeps out there , specially my boy . Better don't go flirt around uh !
If not , better go hide your girl . chey * I know you won't lahhs . You so love me can ? X:
So , went t my old home . Miss it lahhhhs . Stay-ed at swimming pool area .
then sudden ppl pull me go t th party and say I won $100 . O.O Tio stunned .
Once I came in , everybody looked and clap . Innocent lahhs . Best attire of th day._.
Cab-ed t dear's house , order-ed mac which is freaking long .
Soon , cab-ed home . Didn't have a chance t take pic w they all . Not enough time ): . Hais .
Well , ytd went t find joleen girlf eh ♥ :D haha . I need t off yo ! Waking up early in th morninq soon .
And , i might update not that often as I need t bring my ass up t party uh ! :D .
Ciaos ~ (!) .

Will upload th rest of pic v soon , i needa go sleep . Nights ! :D
DEAR , I will freaking miss you )': .

2009-12-03T23:45:00.008+08:00

Sleep for awhile once I reached home , soon babe came .
prepared and off t buy cigg & t jurongp . t meet peepos ! ♥/s
had alot of fun w them , andd off by 6 plus . Shall go out v soon okays ?

will upload next time i need t go off ): .
ciaos ~ (!) :D

Great day , yet I still wish he's beside me right now . Imissyou !

2009-12-03T11:53:00.000+08:00

Lunch at jurongp w crazy , kor & kenny today . Longjohn♥ :D slack around and saw alot ppl eh ?
Including jeffrey , which he went jp as he's bored -.- '' . Went arcade t try t take th ELMO ! End up didn't get):
Bog leh , cute somemore ! headed home t prepare and went over t meet lexian`girlf at bus . Off t boonlay t slack w babe they all . soon went bugis w lexian`girlf . Eat longjohn again ._.'' LOL then there were boys like zz . ahbengs ? talktalktalk . and I was there singing puipui etc ... kpkb uh . HAHAHA !went t have a puff and police coame . xiasuey but lucky lahs :D LOL soon baby & alex came lehs. went arcade , have fun alotalotalot (:
went down smoke , slack all those stuffs . And was like our entertainer is wtf . GAY ?! And guess what , alex went t 7eleven t buy drinks when baby pei me go smoke . he return back , he said got aqua touch him -.-'
played audi , soon around 6 plus , sent girlf at MRT . Went back ganna bully )': play life for dead leh ♥
Then audi , and went down t have our breakfast . Alex bought food first while me and baby went around t search for food . by th time we come back , he's done eating -.- LOL Not on purpose uh .Went t have a drink instead and headed t take mrt back . Well , craps all th way . after one stop , alex went down . Left me and baby . mrt t th last stop then back t jurong east and took 99 home-d .
Anyway , thanks t babyqz alot for sending me home and pei-ing me whenever I go.
Shall go out again next time uh (: .

2009-12-02T00:07:00.001+08:00

Tittle : Cover up th pain w fake smiles .

Reborn my hair in th afternoon . Sitting down at tht salon for 3hours plus and it's like my butt had a flower growing on it .Crazy went over t pei me , reborn finish . My hair was like short !? fakars ._.''
Cost $140 for cutting my hair short issit ! Went t withdraw money and headed t eat . Off t my house till 7 & went t jurongp . decided t pierce my nose again and bus-ed t find babe and kors . Slack till 10 plus ?
As usual , we're mad . Thanks alot .

Tags replies :
passerby: someday, you're gonna realise.. etc. something likdat ^_^
-[ oh , SOMEDAY I WILL UNDERSTAND-britney (: !
Ahting: May i know whats the title of your blogsong and whose the singer ?
-[ I had alot of it , which one?
To all passerby : Pls do put your name , as sometimes i didn't know what you'll talking when i get th chance t reply .

Dear , thanks track loads . I know all you have is care & love for me . But it's too hard t forget .
I wanted t tell you , it helps alot (: . I know you're always there for me . You never failed t calm me down .iloveyou, so

2009-12-01T23:48:00.001+08:00

TO PASSER :

Please lahh , put name leh . SCARED UH !? Your parents never give you name uh ? I give you one special name want or not ? Pathetic alien DOG . who sneak in t ppl w LIFE and trying t get a pathetic LIFE .
And You sure I let him fcuk me first or not.You all so proud that MINGJIE is a RAPIST uh !? clapclap*
You all want me put all out his identity here anot .Continue saying lahs , I'll make sure everybody who come my blog knows what happened ~WANT anot .
AND , asking me shiok or not uh ? ALIEN never fcuk one uh !? Then why you all so many ?
I suck his dick ? Please lahh , so smelly like your mouth who wanna suck ?! I think I suck dead body's cock better than his cock uhTrying t make my name smelly .
GO AHEADD . But atleast put your FREAKING FUCKING NAME ALONG . How old alr , still play hide & seek uh ? Grow up lehhhs . I bitch uh ? Come infront of me and tell me I bitch lahs ! I show you how bitch I'am . Aiyahs , i think you also dont dare deh . Now at com also don't dare put name . Sigh *
Kids nowadays .

Other tags replied :
Xianxian: Ahlian girlfy! Imissyou! meet up soon again hor! ): Nvr jio me out one you
-[ Tmr ill meeting you alr :D
PASSER: hey chiobu ! how do you make that effect that has ur face as ur blogskin
-[Edit th codes ? , alot of things dehs .
PASSER: and btw , hw do you make the box whn u return tag replies ? i cnnt put colours thr too . dun hav the icons
-[What you mean ? o_O
JINGTING: girl meet out soon!... miss ya lots... wanna go shopping!!.
-[Haha sure ! :D
Muax: Just a passerby.. =) ^_^ =D
-[ I see , thanks for visiting (: .
passerby: wad's th first song? =)
-[ Well , its ramdom song , mind telling me some of th lyrics .
passerby: hey where do you buy your silver mini head band? pls reply , tyvm ^_^
-[ You mean th heart shape ? Hmm jurong point cost $17 + (: .
♥Yiawen'小wen: hello(: nice blog huh =D
-[Thanks .(:
kenny: passby-- may i know what your name?? im a very friendly person de so dont need to hide your name de.
-[ Aiyahs , he/she but i confirm is HE , dont dare mahhhs
Vivi: I think your last time stead look cuter, why break up ?
-[ Well , private sorry . & I dont look by looks on boys .

2009-11-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st month anniversarry dear ♥

Went over t dear's house at afternoon , didn't went chalet and cancel my supper and rounding w kor as dear is not booking in today . Went t jurongp. t eat longj . for our dinner (: ! Weeeeeeeets . funny lahs .
saw somebody ._. '' . Went back and slack all th way . woke up at 6 + headed t polyclinic . Closed -.-
So took 506express t dear's camp which is on bedok . after that , took 506 bus again t bukit batok . Trained t woodlands . Saw Babe , Boss , zhaoen , kenny & amanda over there . Walked over t republic polytechnic .

Slack then went down t eat . Mrt-ed w babe t jurongp . meet up w crazy . & went t buy my baby .
MalboroMenthol ♥ ! :D . After that , we're off t POSB check crazy's book . Went back home , sleep from 4 + t 6 . Eyes couldn't open properly when I'am awake . Prepared t go down . well things happens , Shall not elaborate that much over here . Home , was sleeping when i sudden wake up t check my blog using mom's phone . And Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz , dulan . Not in th good mood t sleep . so headed t turn on my com . Msg dear , called him . play-ed audi . chatted w girlf ♥

2009-11-29T02:29:00.000+08:00

Currently at boyf house ♥ Waiting for my mac t come .
Long lahhh hungry ! Went t night-dance party today and cab over t boyf house .
Must say i good horhs ! & you're now watching your show .
Today , went t jurongp wanted t buy jacket for my dress . End up bought dress also
HAHAHAH ! w mom & babe ♥ Bought donut and bubble tea and headed namdai t buy cigg .
crazy came over and headed t my house . Time t make up , and took pic w mom .
Cab-ed t suntec and I was effking bored . Got one boy keep stick w me , and me .
gesiao go toilet but went down starbucks t kill my time while waiting for mom t send me t boyf house .
End up went alone -.-" . Walked up , stay outside th hall , talk t wind :D Craps alot eh ?
haha ~ now mom called . ._. fetching me while my mac havent come ZZZ -'- !
Update when I'am home later on .

2009-11-28T02:06:00.003+08:00

Tittle: It's been th great day w you , iloveyou so .

Tuesday , 25h-28Nov 2009 .
Here's my promise made tonight .

3-4 whole day w boyf . Forget what actually happens .
Jurong hill ton + drink w crazy , pei boyf for his match , boyf cooked food for me ♥ Take care of me ,
went arena t play pool , Ate w dear's family at jurong bird park th restaurant . Sleep w him , play w his dog , went over t find babe they all , Missthem lahs ♥ ! parents was alr made a report that I'am missing ._.''
Cancel-ed it when crazy called mom . Zzz really want me sit in hoh ! Nb

-TINGFENG : HELLO
}Hi -.- chao ahbeng .
-BRYAN :Yohhh jie ;X . Tagg ler ^^ .

} :D okays .
-psb : How old are you ? / Can I know is Elin ast where deh ?
} How I know , Didn't even know she join gang or what .I 15 . Why ?
-爱__x風PHOEBE: She tell ppl she join Yishun ast but never.
} Ohhhhh . I see .
-Pb : Hai , can i know how you edit your blogskins lea ?
} Hmm edit th codes ? (: .
-VIVIANH : Hai , can i know how you edit your blogskins lea ?
} Haha miss me right ! I'am back :D !
-PB : UR BOYF FU*K UGLY
AND YOU'RE FCUKING DOG . Do you think i had th pathetic eyes like yours ? Do FCUK OFF .
-Panphila :wahh, don't have LESBY link alreadyy ! CRY DIE YOU !!!
} Will link you , when i get th chance to (: too tired liao .
-[a][h]-[x][i][a][n] :NiiiceBloq ;D
} Thanks , may I know who are you ? o.o ?
-{A}manda : TAGGED!!
} Relax . LOL tyvm .
-Muax : Abegail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Update lei! Me wanna read!! Hehheee..
}You are o.o ? . okokays . Lmao .

2009-11-23T01:02:00.004+08:00

Tittle : Relieved .

Firstly ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T MY DEAREST MOM ♥

Felt so relax-ed . After all , I acted like know nothing . But I won't know what will happen next .
How it will change , Issit gonna be change after all ? . Nobody knows .
You feel sorry , but It's no use anyway . I want a prove .
And me , th pathetic life . Trying t improve my relationship at home .
Trying so hard t put that fake smile , fake laughters . But yet , still th same .
I felt nothing difference , thats when I know how word powerful is .

Whole day w crazy today , by 4 pm . Went 9head t take money & headed t buy our drugs :D
Cigg lahhhhhhhhhxzxzxz . okays , for better discription , our medicine (: .
Went home > Prime > Crazy house > Home all th way .
Trying so hard t make our life alive when both of us were sleepy th very first time we step at my house .

2009-11-22T13:36:00.020+08:00

Tittle:Good day t forget things .

Went birthday party at taman , soon went down smoke while friends watching me smoking ._.
Took alot of pics ?

Soon crazy came , went t somewhere find drugaddicted .

LOL lahs him ! waited for maoshein , Walked tbusstop and saw that TIMOTHY & GARY ,
TIMOTHY KAOBEIKAOBU ! Think what v big uh !? got see this or not !~ I put bigbig alr horhs .nbpcb .
took 98 find dear and was like rot there .went playground , soon they all come lehs . talk talk then
went t dear's house wait him bath and he headed t 320 while me on busstop -.-" .
no bus-edddddd . went back namdai and went rounding w melvin .
went bedok area there , drink , smoke while th music was pathetically loud :D .
went home around 4 plus ? online awhile , chat w di ♥miss me right ! , me missyoutoo(luvs)

`treated so cold, as if I'am invisible .

2009-11-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

Tittle : Hope for th best , prepare for th worst .)':

Went t report and talked t my IO ._.'' . Worse thing is ,

I'am not very sure if I could go for overseas or not . I wanted t go !

Were having a big party over there )': ! Somemore , outside my house only . Wtfxzxzxz.

And I wanna go shopping , things there were much more cheap and th cigg is th CHEAPEST ! X:

Dad drove super fast from clementi t vivo . And my hair was hell messy -.-" Eff it !

Took my simcard at starhub , ate burger king . YUCKS ! Dad reccomended .

LOL , bought slipper and 2 belts today :D . I eye-ing that jacket ! I want I want I want !

After that , Went bugis . Shop around , nothing cought my eyes as I not tht feeling well .

Went straight over t find babe and kor they all t pass phone . Was raininq !

Guess what kor they all did ? COPE unbrella for us . thanks uh ♥ .

More awhile, went back namdai t meet dear . went home changed and headed t his house .

watch movie & Watch him play dota-.- , while me playing w his dog .

went jurong at 9 plus t had our dinner and buy lips stud for dear .

Went over t find maggie & Kenny . :D !

eat longjohn w dear eh ♥ HELL FUNNY ! soon kenny came t find us .

LOSE uh ! X: dear you should know :/ . Smoke at carpark and took 198 t alvin's house

while kenny went 320 .talk watch vampire movie . funny lahs !

Stayed till 12 plus . went over dear's house t wear his shirt :D ! and hsh at 12 45 am .

chat-ed w dear till 1.45 am anf offfffffffff . Not bad ♥

Dear jiayous on tmr tournament ! Luvs .

2009-11-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

Tittle : You won't know what I feels till you realise it at all .

Dear , thanks for coming down for me . Mom meet you alr :D !
And It's hell funny ._.'' . Went NTU w crazy & eat mac for dinner .
ZT and Vincent went over t our area t slack for awhile .
Well , craps all th way . Laughters never gone eh ?
From cigg , t ZT face & end w ghost story .
Didn't went down t alvin house t pei dear as dad doesn't allowed & I'am not that feeling well .
Thanks for crazy's company ! ♥
Tomorrow dear is busy , sunday he got something on and monday , dear booking in )': .
Well , lost my phone . How could I contact him !?!
going back police station tmr , what they want from me -.-" .
miss me uh ?!