You just really don't understand , or you just really a STM boy .
You want our bonding t be like last time , Iam okay . I tried really v hard .
I played com , I said after 5 min I'll call you back yeah . But after tht , I recieved your msg .
Say you going t sleep . Leaving me alone again . Again & again .
You know I dont like it ,  yet -.-' . Zzz
You said you're disappointed yeah I know , but how about me leh ?
You got think or not ? I'am about t call you yet you said you wanna sleep so I didn't call .
You got think or not how th feeling if thts happens t you?
You should know me freaking fcuking well alr .
Once I get angry , I;ll just show attitude & anyhow scold ppl .
When you told me things tht some sort of promising , when you break it ; does I say it out ? Does I leave you alone ? I didn't , instead ; I'll keep quiet . You wanna know th reason ? Is because when I say it out , I'll get more angry and hate my own boyf . If I leave you , I know you will pull me back and ask me why . same goes t tht I cannot say it out . I just dont like your empty promise , seriously .
I don't like when I'am sitting down , hoping for nothing but your action due t your promises .
wait & wait all over again .Its a no nicenice feeling . Doesn't sounds good when I shout at you right ?
And I'll tell you, once you do someth I dontlike infront of me which you surely know I dontlike ; I'll ask you t stop . If you didn't I'll just fcuking hack care weather its public or not , I'll shout .
Does it feel good If you're in my shoe ? A boy leaving his girl behind ? You tell me uh ! Nice feeling right ?
You like t leave problems unsettled and go t sleep . Leave leave leave , might as well totally leave me lahh .At least I'am hurt for quite sometime , better than suffering alone again all along . This is th first time I tell my feelings in public .as I cannot take it anymore .It keeps repeating for th every following days I had th same feeling such of  being abandoned ./♥